hello hello. ok its been 10 days. ah...

mm, actually quite a lot happened but i'm kinda whoozy after spinning around to dry my hair. (an old wierd habit of mine) ah k. so we had drama today! whoo. k, it was fun. we were supposed to plan the fare well for the seniors. well, i didn't do much, just sat down. was a little tensed there today. but i guess everythings working out now.

and after that Lorraine and I headed for Parkway. ate at Yoshinoya. not really that good tho. but it was ok.

ah! feeling so much better. the other computer has been linked up. my bro can now use that one instead of chasing me off now.

my uncle from malaysia (dad's side)is here this weekend. so my dad bought this pastry called "ham jin pang" from the market. ahh.. it was so good. i thought you could only find those in Ipoh. my grandmothers (dad's side) back too! the thing is that they are going to throw my late grandfathers ashes into the sea. never met my grandfather. he passed away before i was born. but my bro vaguely remembers him tho. i just started thinking. if i can never meet my whole family, that it would be such a waste. maybbe i should go on a quest to meet my whole family. i'd probably have to go around the world. my grand dad had 16 brothers and sisters. living... everywhere. and Stacy said something to me on tuesday. where i got my wierdish hair colour form, that maybbe i should trace my roots. y'know what? i should. find the missing link.

k i'll get started now.

wheres the family album?

Michelle went "hey macadamia" :)

hello hello:) ok, "the cow song" is playing now. ah.. i'm laughing my pants off. i was such a crazy girl last time. *coughcough* the cow song, remember Sa? hee, ahh, Michelle lame lame preteen.

oh hey, so something quite embarrassing happened today. well, i finished school and went to Renaldo's to eat lunch then i went over to The Icecream Gallery to have an ice cream cone. turns out i stayed there to eat for a while before leaving with about half a cone.i wanted to eat some on the way home. then as i left the shop keeper chased after me. guess what? i forgot to pay. forgot to pay, forgot to pay. what was wrong with me? i have no idea so anyway i payed the lady and kept going "i'm so sorry, i'm so sorry." ah.. i'm not going back there again. well, ok maybe i will but i'll pay the moment i get the goods so i won't be blur and forget again.

on the bus my belt failed again. kept unhooking. i just realised how horrible i am in pinafore. those fatty pig legs. i saw Serena and her friend on the bus. i felt so.. whats that word, self conscious again. i cant help it. i just wanted to make a good impression. but i guess all that adolescent feelings just rushed back into me and i was literally replaying what just happend in my head. if i said something, i would think in my head "how did that sound?" "did it sound bad?" "did i look interested?" "did i offend her?" "oh snap, shouldn't have said that right". ah, sometimes i just wish i was home schooled. then i would have to face anyone. yep, but then again running away from your problems isn't right. i should bravely face the challenges that puberty has in store for me. yep. i should write a book. you know of all those self help books about puberty and all but they're all written by adults. ok i doubt i will. but hey, its a plan for the future. ok, i just read back what i wrote. and i'm thinking, thats easy to write down but to really do it, will be hard.

oh yea, i'm a huge fan of Barry Manillow esp after watching Ultimate Manillow on National day. oh mandy...
you came and you gave without taking..
and you blow me away...
oh mandy...
and the other song,
i wrote the songs that make the whole world sing...
i wrote the songs lalalalalalalala (okok, i forgot that part)
i wrote the songs that make the young girls cry,
i wrote the songs i wrote the songs...

you know why he is so inspiring? all his songs are so nice. and the audience, they sang along.i think the biggest accomplishment for a singer is if pratically the whole audience knows how to sing your song and is singing along with you. that, is the ultimate Manillow.

ahh, Michelle just stop now and get started on that book of yours.

btw, thanks all you guys who have been there for me. you may not think you're doing much but, to me you are. rock on girls:)

Michelle went "Hey macadamia" :)

hello today was a great day:) just picture me holding two thumbs up. which btw is the theme so called for d.o.c this month.its suppsoed to be a program to make us get to know ourselves better and everything. so thumbs up thumbs up!

can you believe it? i'm physced about d.o.c. i'm getting there. its not the first day of school anymore. its more of like the second and third. but hey, baby steps, baby steps.

yesterday was really fun cause i hung out with Sarah and Eunice. we went to the hq and all the other playgorunds we used to visit back in the day.we created this game that went liek this. you see one of us would say a word, for example "black". and the other two would have to guess the word that came next, that was in person ones mind. so we would keep on going until for example the word is "blue". so until one of us says blue. then we solve what shes trying to say. its all based on our old conversations and everything. like when Sa said "chicken" and i guessed it, hee. it was "why did the chicken cross the road." ok i'm not making much sense but you relaly have to play the game. it has no meaning written down so hmm. yep. and we had a blast:)

the day before which was friday, we had our school national day celebration and after that Sa and i went to meet Gladys and Jomel at Bugis. guess what? i'm heavier and fatter than all of them. yay Michelle, you go girl. ok so i was being sarcastic to myself. but i deserve it. the challenge is to fight ones self, not others. and that is wat i have to do. i have to overcome my horrid fatty straying ways and try to do something good for myself.

i watched The Simple Life yesterday. very funny, but sad in a way. it was the last ep and the litle boy and grandmother were crying. well, the grandmother was but the little boy just added that pang to it. Paris and Nicole paid back all their debts and resolved the bleach on pool table thing. next week they're showing the reunion. can't wait to see The Simple Life 2.

k, in precisely one hour and 17 minutes its going to be national day. i watched Prime Minister Goh's speech on television today. i felt a sudden surge of patriotism. i have the utter most respect for him. he really loves Singapore. and we should too.

i salute you Mr Goh Chok Tong.

i salute you Singapore.

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heyy, its my 60th post. yay. oh yea something funny happened yesterday. my bro taught me geography. he was trying to explain everything to me and kept going "oh this is so simple" and i just looked at him with the eyebrow thing. you know like the rock, or at least i was trying to.

there wasnt drama yesterday so i stayed home. oh yea, Christa's here from the States with her mum and we're going over later to see them. and er, church today. hmm, well, it was better, definately better than what i prepared myself for. it was kinda fun actually. i mean we had combined again but it was ok. Rachel thought i hurt my toes when it was actually painted blue. hee. ah michelle, you silly wierd girl who paints only one toe on each foot. heyy, i had bad experiences with my other toes before so i'm sticking to two toes. ok, this toe thing is getting kind of gross so i'll continue.

k, so my pictures down, i havent done anything to it in weeks. tag boards down too. which reminds me of what Sarah and i talked about online today. everything seems to be down today. friendster, diaryland, tag board. but lifes like that. nothing can be perfect forever right?

ok so National Days coming up. you guys can probably tell i have nothing to blog about right. yep, but hey its Singapore's birthday. i should be a little more patriotic. which reminds me, Singapore Idols premering on that day. i think i'm gonna catch it. its Singaporeans singing so its different. and unlike AI, we have a sort of say in who will be our Singapore Idol. should be intersting.

hey i just read throuhg my old posts and i figured that i tend to repeat alot of words in all my posts. like: hey, hee, hmm, well, k, ok, er, and i do tend to say the word "really" quite a lot. hmm.
but anyway its kinda nice reading all these. how my life has been since feb when i first started blogging. i think i've changed and grown up a little. or maybbe a lot but i dunno. everyone changes right? so its for the better or worse. i'm not sure where i am now. i'm definately slacking much more than last time but on the other hand i've learnt to how do i say, get a hold of myself more. yep, so thats about it.

happy up and coming national day you guys:)

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