hellohello. i havent bogged in a week. ah. anyway schools been going ok. i missed the maths test (whew). lemme think of something. oh yea! Elc's bade is coming up on the 8th of May, Binkys bdae's today. happy birthday happy birthday. and psst, mines on May 15th, so is Mariannes. yep. okok, nevermind. so i'm going to Genki sushi tomorrow with Lorraine, Julia and Lynette (maybe) and everyone else going. ha, our first out of uniform outing. and after that i'm going to the Robinsons sale where i can look for bdae prezzies for everyone. If i'm waiting in line.

ok so nothing much to post today. ohwaitaminute. i watched For Love Or Money 2 the Reunion yesterday. so nice so exciting. everyone was called back and all that. i think Eric and Paige should be together. they both are so, sentimental and good. tho i didnt really like Eric. well, not Eric with Paige, Eric with Erin. and suprise guest Wade and Chad came. Chad was smiling, Erin was smiling, Wade was not smiling. i guess she didnt choose him. ah, cant wait to find out. yes, yes i know. i'm a hopeless tvee junkie. *bang head on wall* and oh yea, i watched American Idol. so sad, John Stevens out. well, nvm. his last song was very nice. i cried, hee. nevermind. always supported him.

speaking of American Idol, i'm hooked on the song "Invisible" by Clay Aiken. have no idea why. maybe because i am invisible. *shrug* who knows.

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heyhey. so well, the info on the op. the most horrible thing i've ever been through. in my life. horrible. well it was pretty exciting at first then it got horrible.

i remember i arrived 1 hour before surgey. they check my bp and weight then gave me the gown to change into. and i wasnt allowed to waer any of my own clothes. so yep, horrible. then after quite a wait, i put on th hair net and lay down on the strecher bed. i remember at the time all these words were running through my head. like a diary account only in my mind. anyway i put on this white blanket and they wheeled me through the hospital to the operation theatre. we waited outside first. where i met the anesthetist. he seemed very jolly (not for long). at the point i was still excited. because these are the only things that you see on the tele and well i dont know anyone who has gone through it before so it was really exciting. it was the first time i saw real doctors in those surgery suits. and i met my dentist (doctor Low) and the anesthetist told me to follow his instructions so i said ok. as i was being wheeled into the room i went through a hallway where i saw many other kids on beds like mine being wheeled out. i saw them sleeping, started to get nevous then.

then i got to the theatre. i was nothing like what i expected it to be. i was like a dentists clinic only the chair was a bed and there were more overhead lights. i tried to get my glance around the room. i noticed that there were 2 clocks on the room. i thought maybe those marked the time the operation started and what time it ended. then i saw cupboards and all that. the nurse asked me to lie on the bed with my blanket so i did and i had to er, take my sleeves off, so they could put some, thing, that could track my heartbeat. yep, its was at that point when i started freaking out.

the doctor giving me the jab (the jolly one) smiled at me and well, that was scary again because the smile was one of those evil type of smiles. or like those type of "i-know-something-that-you-dont-and-i'm-gonna-make-you-pay" type of smiles. and everyone in there was asking me how old i was, which school i came from. i probably repeated "tkgs" 5 times at least. (ha, haha). then. i saw the needle. super long super sharp. and the doctor was fitting the sryinge to it with the liquid and i was going to vomit. i though nonononono. and the docotr said "close your eyes, dont look ok?" so i closed my eyes and he gave me the jab. y'know how all doctors say the jab is like a red ant bite? not true. they only say that cause ants are small, so people think they inflict small pain. nope, not true. those creatures give painful bites. so the jab definately was painful (despite the numbing). i was tearing the whole way. just was too, drama. he inserted another needle. this time, it was only a needle connected to a plastic holder and was covered in a layer of film. he asked me to look away and asked me if i had drunk wine before. well, i'm 12 so underaged but i just answered no. and he said he was injecting alchohol. i saw the humongous sryinge filled with white stuff and he was slowly pressing it into my hand (the jab was at my hand) it was painful cause it was going very fast. so the liquid was being pushed into the bloodstream. he said "ok, now close your eyes." and i did, and everything went blank.

i dont know exactly when i woke up. i just knew my mouth was throbbing and i had to get up so i opened my eyes and the nurse asked me if i was ok, if i was awake. i nodded and my mouth hurt like crazt. she cleaned my face up a bit and brought me back to the bed. i was still whoozy from everything and was going through enough to talk so i just slept while my mouth bled.

(gory details, if you're squirmish (if you're squirmish) do not read)

while i slep i felt alot of er, just call it liquid in my mouth and i well, thought it was saliva. i couldnt swallow it so i decided, why no just let it, run. yes, run. so i let it, run for over an hour until i woke up. when i woke up. the sides of my mouth were veyr tightened and the nurse took this wet towel and wiped my face i was still hazy so i was going "wha?" in my head and i turned to my side and saw my pillow. my mouth had been bleeding the whole time. the stain on the pillow was huge. my hair was covered in blood and some had already dried so it was really stiff. and, i stank. i was reeking. the nurse stuck two pieces of guaze in my mouth to stop the bleeding and i had to clench down hard and swallow everything. torture pure torture. and it was really painful. my parents had gone somewhere so i had to wait a long while till i left. ah, parents.

hmm well the next day it stopped bleeding but my mouth was swollen and my face too. horrible horrible. i looked like a puffer fish (well maybe more of that today) but i looked rounded. i smsed Gladys and she made the joke " i though you went for teeth surgery not plastic surgery." hee, well it was teeth surgery just that the results were more like the after effects of plastic surgery. and oh yeah oh yeah, those 2 great girls living near by, Sarah and Eunice payed me a surprise visit. so nice of them. thanks you guys:) when i saw them i couldnt help smiling and it really was pulling the stiches so i went "ow ow ow, dont make me laugh." those girls, hee:) Sa had to leave early so Eunice stayed on till 6 plus then left. and the inside of my mouth had swelled up and they said they were happy cause they wouldnt have to hear me sing. in a few days i'll be singing again so watch out yea. k, so i just want to thank them and thankyou Lorraine and Lynette for smsing me and asking if i was ok and Gladys too.

today the whole right side of my face blew up and i could barely talk. i went to see the dentist. ah, funny story. i brought my hat along cause the clinic was downtown and wanted to wear it so no one would see me (like a criminal) but my dad didnt allow. so i had one hand to my cheek like i had just been slapped and hurried to the clinic. in there i saw this man reading FHM bikini magazine. he was ogling page after page after page. why do guys read those things? i mean the magazines maybe are supposed to be modelling the swim suits so people can see what types of swin suits are well, in and all that. not for men to go and see everything. or imagine things. okok, i'm getting pretty gross here so i'll stop. yep. anyways i got more medication got home and rested like i never rested before.

wow that was long. its 1235 AM sunday morning and i'm still up. ah, y'know what? i think i'm gonna go help my mum cook me up some porridge tomorrow. yep, at 1235 AM. i am so crazy.

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hello. i'm just hours away from the operation. i never thought i'd actually be nervous. its just a small operation. half an hour will do. but, well, still nervous.

i'm not allowed to eat or drink before the op. since 7 o clock till 6 tonight. ah my throat is so dry *cough*. at first i was excited. cause this op was put off the last time and i wanted to get it down. but then ofcourse now i'm spazzing about the whole procedure. you know "what happens if i never wake up...." it can happen it ever happened before. i remember talking to Gladys about this last time. she said i should go for local, but i'm going for this instead. hee,
too scared. i'm taking out 3 teeth. 1 hidden and the other 2, ah, quites obvious. i'll look so wierd.

hmm, about the food or drink thing. actually, its ok. its just like no eating lunch. yep. i dont eat dinner till 7 really. but i guess cause of the op everybody is getting paranoid so my mum woke me up at 6 to eat. the last taste of food still lingers in my mouth. okok, trying to sound poetic like Julia.

ah, and yesterday we went to parkway. and well, cause of some things i kinda got angry with Lynette. and i apologised and she said " i dont care" and i didnt really talk to her the whole time. she didnt talk to me. Julia wanted to leave early. i said i'd follow her. and well, i payed for Lorraines ear rings and we left. we sat 31 home and Julia let me see her Knots and Nonsense book. very cute. then, ah, saw something i shouldnt have seen. but nevermind, its ok. k Julia? and then i took number 2 till Tanah Merah with her. anyways so i smsed Lynette saying i was sorry if offended her and hope she isnt angry with me. well, still no reply. *bang head on wall* think i'm gonna sms her before my op again. hope she'll forgive me.

ok so i'm on PSPA and am still spazzing on the op. but then again. it might be a real interesting experience. hmm, whatever it is. wish me luck:)

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hello hello. havent updated in a while. my com got a virus and was out for 2 days. my mum said i should do work to replace the com time. so i slogged away. but it was pretty ok. my dad thought me maths.

ah, yesterday was friday. Survivor! so nice. Lex came back. he looked well, not good. and Kathy got voted out. wahaha. on thursday there was For Love Or Money 2. Eric out. i didnt really like him. i prefered Chad, but now Chad's evil. so i'm supporting Rob. whoo, go Rob. On monday there was America's Top Model. so sad. Kesse got out. i liked her. she looks a lot like Tyra. i like Shannon too. i'll support her. hee. did i mention these already? oh nevermind. i'll just post it again.

well today was Speech and Prize day. it was kinda boring. but the speech some people gave were really funny and made me listen. Lorraine was sleeping. so funny. oh yes oh yes oh yes! today is Lynette's bdae! happy birthday girl! see you're turning 13 now. i have about 1 month more. remember k. hah, anyways after that Sa and i went to Orchard. my first time with a friend. Charmaine couldnt go so we went alone. but still was pretty fun. before that we had to help a teacher bring down some trays and so i made Sa wait a little. then we left for Orchard. we ate at macd's and walked and walked and walked. were tempted to buy stuff but did not buy. see no evil see no evil. i've been oging out a lot lately. must get a hold of myself. spending too much. anyways we took the mrt home and neither of our mums could fetch us home so we had to walk in the heat. still was ok because we were singing at the top of our voices. to vent our frustrations for having to walk home. oh yes. when we were in Far East, we took neoprints (me again) and instead of the sticker type, we took the card ones. and we actually wanted the sticker ones but anyways i saw a sign that said free laminations for cards so i suggested we go do that. we approached the ladies and they asked us questions like "did you take it today?", "where did you take it?", "is it from here?" and all that when just like 5 minutes ago we went to change our money for coins. and our uni's are pretty striking so they should have remembered. so one lady went "i dont really believe." and went to check out the machine. and then she came back and nodded so we got the card done. we were angry. kinda angry. very angry. we vowed never to go to that shop again. and whenever we saw a neoprint shop we would put our hands out and i'll be saying "see no evil see no evil." hah, i dont know whats wrong with me.

that was quite long. hmm so i'm home now. munching on some stale fried rice leftovered from yesterday. i think it tastes better when its left over night rather than fresh. wierd right? yep i know. i dont know how to end this off again. hmm well, das vidanya. thats goodbye in Russian. so das vidanya:)

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hello. had a long day today. after school we went around taking pictures. Lynette, Elise, Lorraine and i. i was really a control freak. i kept talking about angles. apologise for that. we still have quite a lot of shots left. have to continue tmr.

i went to bugis again. going out so often now. with Lynette and Elise. so fun. i went to ask the person about the nail "buffer". and we walked around the whole place so many times. ack, feet hurt. Lynette kept on saying that these 2 guys were following us. and oh yes! they were acting bimboishly. so funny. they purposely spoke in this high yet soft voice and saying that everything was natural ahem. but very fun. they went " Oh, look a bikini..." and on and on. really fun hanging with them. they're trying to bring out the bimbo in me. try girls, try. hee. after that we went to take neoprints and we really messed it up. 3 of us were trying to squeeze into the picture and the com just went 3,2,1 flash. not prepared at all. actually, i think those are the nicer pictures. we then went to macd's and ate ice cream. then Lynette and i left for home.

we didnt get to sit down till almost the end of my journey (she was going to pasir ris). so we talked and talked and talked. we were underground at one point so it was pretty loud. i was talking so loudly to let her hear me and when we got out of the tunnel i was still shouting. so embarrassing. nevermind nevermind.

ah well so i'm at home now eating my dinner. its very healthy this time. has all the major food groups represented. its monday so theres America's Top Model, yay, and Eye For A Guy. well that shows ok, more or less. i have to study for chinese ca tmr and oh yes i had maths common test today. i studied, i did my best. just pray i do well so i dont fail (again). my history wasnt so good either. 13/30. i'd better eat. i need brain food. see ya:)

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hello. back again. i just checked out the 6/9os site. 6/9's having a chalet outing in june. 6/9's cool eh? i think maybe we should try to contact the whole class of 6/9 to come. y'know, 6/9. then it will really be a 6/9 outing. i'm trying to put "6/9" into every sentence.

ok, i really miss everyone. Gladys, Jomel, Cf, Shi Min, Marianne, Rebecca, and yea, i miss Sarah too. even tho i see her every morning. hee. ok, crazy. actually not really. we try to meet up on saturdays. with eunice. ah so fun. ok, nevermind. oh yes! i also miss Dyane, Zi Ling, Shayus, Charmaine C, Sy jia, Cheryl, Charmaine L, well, er, i see her everyday so scratch that. ofcourse i miss Eunice too. I miss everyone.

hey next month its May. hint hint. okok. i'm just in the bdae mood. so many bdae's in April. Gladys, Lynette, and Fiona's. i'm gonna wish her a happy birthday on Monday. i sense some rolling eyes. she invited me to her birthday party on friday but i didnt go. well, at first i thought i couldn't go. then i could. but i only found out on friday so i couldnt go anyways. i sense some more rolling of eyes. okok, its sunday. which means i'm having kuay tiao. yep, 100 percent. y'know i find whenever i eat more my weight is less then when i dont eat at all? freaky eh? i think so too.

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hey. my bro's rushing me off the com so i'll make this a quick one. i went to bugis after church today. happy easter btw. hee. well i went there with my dad and he let me roam the place so i was having so much fun walking everywhere. i pretty much covered the whole place in an hour. i also bouthgt a nail "buffer" so called, heh, from Esprit. i spent quite a while trying to use it but it didnt work. gonna try again. must persevere!

in church today we had a great service the choir was excellent. Andrea and Rachel were in it and Rachel had a solo. wow. clap clap.

i had drama yesterday. very fun. except for the part where i messed up my lines. so many times. so embarrassing k. all the senoirs were judging. ack. after that we has a session with the sec 4's. fun. all of them were so crazy. my kind of people. after that i wanted to get my art bag. but couldnt. the classrooms were locked. so i'll to hide from Miss Ong on monday. acky ack ack.

ok, i have to wrap this up my dads already here and they have to register my bro into university. yay. because he's a storeman in the army, he comes home evryday. so if he gets accepted into this university, he'd be gone for 4 years. okok, very bad thought. tho i don't exactly want him to be around all the time, its still nice to have him back. i'll miss him, hah. oh i hope he doesn't read this. Sarah and Eunice, shush ok?

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heyhey. its 1212 AM in the morning. ack i cant believe it. its Gladys's bdae today! happy birthday! wow, you're 13 now. i'm still 12. buts its ok. i'll live my preteen days to the fullest. whoo.

i stayed up through the night and got super excited by the shows on the tele. first, there was For Love Or Money, when Rob, surprise surprise came back. i was so well, excited when i saw the highlights. i couldve screamed. okok, so maybe it isnt exactly educational but it really is a nice show to watch. a little shallow, well yeah, but still nice to watch.

I switched over to channel 5. they had the premier of The O.C. it was wonderful. very very very nice. i was a little confused at the first part but soon got all of it. Mischa Burton is really pretty. i saw her in a Disney original movie too. she played a girl who could understand dolphins and was part mermaid. i'm a tele freak. i'm just caught onto so many shows. specially this one when the bad boy Ryan came to the Orange County. and the good boy Seth. and Marissa witht the drinking problem. and everything else. but i wont be able to watch it next week. probably just the first half. i have to sleep by 11 latest and it starts at 1030. i could just scream right now.

i'm not sure if i spelt her name correctly. but i think i'm joining the O.C club.
i think i have a tele problem. a real big one. i'm hooked on every passing show.
there was Lizzie Mcguire, Thats So Raven, Bachelorette, Trista and Ryans wedding, For Love Or Money 1 and 2, The O.C and all the other shows i love but cant remember. i'm crazy. i'm a tele lunatic. y'know if you missed an episode of a show and i watched it i could discribe the whole thing to you very detailed and
really accurately. gosh, i guess its just a horrible pleasure to sit infront of the tele, stuff yourself and just watch the shows. y'know that might be a perfect cure for anything. take a pint of ice cream, sit and watch the tele. hee:). whee, The O.C rocks!

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heyhey. i think my flu got worse. sounding more hoarse. ack. just added a song to the blog. nice eh? Stacie Orrico. ey, and now i'll post in paragraphs. taking Cf's advice.

oke. so yesterday during Legacy we were discussing o what to do for the PRIDE project and Lynette was bent on doing video, i was ok with it so was Julia. but Aisyah didnt really wanna do it. she wanted to do a photo journo and i thought that was ok too. cause we have to hand this up by next wed and a video could take quite a lot of time. then again photos have to develope, takes quite long too. so anyways at first we were doing the video i was writing a script for us to say... and then they changed their minds to do a photo journo, and i had to choose. and er well, i chose photo journo and was kinda afraid Lynette would be angry. so after school i went online, saw her, tried to talk to her but she didn't reply. so i chatted with Julia, she said i was paranoid. true. very true. anyways, today at school i notice Lynette didnt really talk to me much and i was well, scared. so i asked Julia and she went " Michelle you're just paranoid." er hmm. so i asked her whther she was angry or something, she said no. but y'know sometimes when people say their not angry they actually are. they're just hiding it and the anger is contained so it grows stronger and then one day it explodes and they just blow their top and whoo everyone especially the one getting hurled at will be shocked and hurt. there, paranoid me again. so i came up with this thing. i'm suffering from Post Situation Paranoya Anxiety. PSPA. yep. and its driving me crazy!

whee. so anyways a little after that i asked her again and said she hadnt been talking to me so i thought maybe she was angry. she said no. ( i know my constant pestering can be pretty annoying ) and so well, i hugged her. she hugged back. so crazy. she wasnt even angry in the first place and i got all, yes, paranoid about the whole issue. so i spent most of my day quietly in my seat in class. sneaking peeks at Archie comics during sience. hee.

i read the papers yesterday on people dissing the Miss Singapore Universe contestants. i think it really takes guts to stand infront of a croud on tv in a bikini on a stage with high heelers in the freezing cold theatre. tho i wasn't really happy with the winner. contradicting myself. yes, i know i know. but still i think though maybe the girls aren't so good with english or they maybe arent so pretty and all that, they really must have some sort of dream y'know to light the fire in them to spur them to join this. still, i actually would have prefered Ursula Laura Tan to have won. shes very pretty. plus, shes from my bro's jc. i checked the yearbook and the people in her class were all straight face and postured. and she was slanted to one side flashing a big smile. pose *flash* which reminds me of Miss Congeniality. wonderful show. watched it on sunday. so nice. Sandra Bullocks very pretty. we're watching that show now in school for english. cool eh? but we have to do work on it so its not that fun. hmm, i'm thinking of a way to end of the post besides the usual see ya. how bout, till we meet again... adios... sayonara... i'll be there when a new chapter unfolds... okok not that. ah, i know. May the Force be with You?

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hello. i'm having com studies now. hey, guess what. i failed my maths test. 5 and a half. i'm still sick. acky ack ack. my finger nail got seperated from the finger again. this times its on the other hand. scary eh. Hui Teng is reading. hi Hui Teng. oke, he wants to start the lesson. er, will come back.

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hello. i feel awful. i'm sick. since last wed wheni ate the ice cream. i kept on coughing and sneezing the whole day. it was horrible. i had to go to sports day yesterday so i couldnt rest and i had drama today which i couldnt miss because peggy-sue said everyone had to be present. i had to say my lines in a low sickly voice the whole time. i played a rather evil character. it was survivor tkgs, i was the one who say created friction between other people. so bad. after that on the bus i didnt really talk. too sick. i went home, changed and fell asleep. then i recieved sa's sms saying she wanted to meet up with eunice and i so i said ok but i was sick. we met up at hq and talked and talked i was coughing most of the time. hee. i'll pass my germs to them. anyway, they came to my house after that to work on Eunice's blog. took quite a long time to choose the correct template and get everything fixed up. ah choo. sniffle, sniff, choke. Miss Singapore Universe in on. i'll wrap myself in a blanket and hug my boster. yep, thats what i'll do. i need a tissue. i'll go watch and be sick. see ya:)

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hello. wow, havent updated in such a long time. listening to a chinese song by i have no idea who on eme's blog. i always just listen to a song off a blog. wierd right? hee. hmm, tomorrows sports day and i think everythings going ok. i'll talk about yesterday. Lynette, Evonne and i stayed back to eat noodles at Caltex(couldn't help it) i had Tom Yam, they had seafood. after that i spotted a tub of ice cream for only 2 plus so i suggested we get it. but instead we got the squarish tub type. cookies and cream. yum. anyway we took some spoons and were eating in the petrol kiosk. just ate and ate and ate. very nice. i was the first to give up. then Evonne, then Lynette. they wanted to get sick. well, Lynette is sick, didn't come today. Evonne is sick too i think. me too. soar throught runny nose. going for an operation next wekk, not supposed to be ill. still ok. still ok. what else happened yesterday. oh yea, we had robotics. 3 teachers. the speaker was telling us how since this was the first lesson it was gonna be quite boring. er, hmm, quite interesting. only that the way he spoke was like he was forcing us to sleep, overall it was ok. he wore a batik material shirt with cream pants. he's malay, there was another malay, and the last one chinese. he was telling us not to eat the small parts, cause when he was over at Victoria, there was a guy who chewed on one piece. hehe. so funny. then we were left to set up the transmitter and taught how to work the car. okok, i did find the chinese instructor quite ok looking. i know i know. so wierd. nevermind. oh yea, we're going to eat jap tonight. whoo. at a hotel someplace. my bro went out and he said hes going there himself. yay. gonna eat sashimi. very nice. soft shelled crab. hmm. oh yes, my um came back. did i say that already? no idea. anyway her hair looks so nice now. much better than last time. its died a little brown. i feel like dying my hair too. cool eh. do those diy type of dye. during june hols. dye pink. hee. or flaming orange. ok thats yesterday. today Mrs Loi came in to scold Debbie. so bad. she said Debbie stamped her foot outside her class yesterday. cause before that they were touching up on the banner and doing spray painting. the Mrs Loi took the spray cans and said they were making lots of noise. then they got angry and stomped their feat past their class. then today she came in again and gave us all these scolding on how we should let go of matters since it was over. i was pretty shocked. Debbie cried. she said someone stomped their feat again. we wouldnt dare after what happened last time. they said they saw a sec 1 girl. doesnt mean its us right? yea, we're in the class next to them but it doesn't mean that whenever a sec 1 passes, she belongs to our class. they're all the way at the corner so everyone has to pass their class to get to their own. anyways Mrs Ho went to talk to their class about it. go Mrs Ho! and cleared up the problem. i wasnt really angry just felt wrongly accused. hmm. anyways we're not going to pass their clas anymore. yep, we're gonna go the big long way to come up and down. its a sacrifice, but still ok. for the sake of 1e3! hee:) whoo, our class rocks!

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