hello. had drama today. was kinda fun. expecially with mr Barton around. we did a little sketch that we made last week. i think i over acted. too drama. haha i must look so stupid.*writes on list*

1. stop over acting during drama.

ok! and dads been really mad at me because of my results. for maths. so yea you can pretty much get the picture. my marks are horrible. and we have a test next week so i'd better do well for that. *takes pen and does the Michelle thing evertime she writes*

2. improve maths. start listening during class. dont take out that notebook or sketchbook until recess! and keep it after that.

ok! lifes been pretty much the same lately. oh yes! we have the whole History project thing. its due tmr and isn't printed yet. thanks so much Wan shee for doing the lay out! you're the best! i quote myself from just now, "you're a life saver! without you the thing would be horrible. trust me i can see the future." right. i can just picture people going "right..." and nodding their heads. you are doing that aren't you? i knew it!

3. stop freaking people out.

oh yes wonderful Wan shee!

4. give Wan shee 20 hugs cause thats the number of times i love her times infinity.

and then theres Aieshah and Warda whom i keep bothering with questions. sometimes i pity the people who sit near me. sorry if i annoy you guys!

5. hug Aieshah and Warda and do something nice for them. they deserve it! :)

and then theres the clique! who can stand me and hang out with me. and go home with me. and stay back with me.

6. hug everyone from the clique at least once.

oh hey that means Wan shee gets 21 hugs. haha. she'll be even skinnier when i'm done. ok
Lynette! right! because she taught me how to play dai di (which i dont really like heh) but still thankyou. and i can finally play on my own now. so thats good.

7. hug Lynette

and oh yes,

8. Kill Lynette because she didnt do anything for history.

and then apologise for killing her. and well yeah, you get it.

9. hug everyone that i know

ok so last count, thats 22 hugs for Wan shee, 3 hugs for Lynette, 2 hugs for Aieshah, Warda and the clique, one hug for everyone in class and drama yes theres drama!

10. hug people from drama.

but then they'll think i'm being extra and weird. maybe i'll just say hi. ah ok, a hi and a hug, if they want one. :)

11. a hug for my dad.

when he calms down and i stop being such a failure.

12. a hug for Sit.

for always being there and teaching me whats right and telling me all her entertaining life stories.

13. a hug for Sarah.

who's all the way in australia. and missing me. yes, you're missing me. i can sense it. dont lie to yourself lady! you know you are!

14. a hug for Miss Choo.

for being the maths tuition teacher in the world. you make the stuff that Mdm Surayah teaches so much simpler. you're a genius.

15. a hug for Eunice.

for always being there no matter what and telling me whats going on in her life. for bringing up that we should go eat ice cream even though we never do. you rock girl.

16. a hug for Gladys.

its going to be her birthday soon! i know we havent talked in very long. so i'm going to find a way to keep in touch.

17. get out of jail for hugging so many people.

you never know in life. you just never know.

18. make friends with cell mate and get her to lose her "tough girl" act

i'm hoping she isnt the shy type.

19. escape from prison when they dont let me out.

i need the adventure! i need something to keep running me high.

20. finally i'll hug myself.

because you have to love yourself in order to love other people. so i'm telling myself, "i love me." you should love yourselves too.

i just realised, i'm such a puberty buff. ok maybe its because of what we're learning in science now. but i mean isnt it weird? i wonder how they teach it at mixed schools.

okok, i'd better get off and hug my boster.

good night!

Michelle went "Hey macadamia" :)

hello hello. ok warning, i'm going to be like super weird so if you cant take it you should go but tag at my board first :). ok so i should go on with what i'm going to say right? gosh i'm weird. heh, i quote myself form ytd "i'm the weirdest person i know." well ok i should get on with this.

hi, do you know i have an alter ego? her names Madison. shes everything any girl would want to be. shes pretty, smart, atheletic, tall, skinny, pretty and well liked. so today i was being like super weird. because half way when i was doing something i would think "what would Madison do?" and do what i'd think she'd do. then stop halfway because i think it looked kinda proud. but well it works on Madison because shes perfect and you cant possibly hate her. so i was sitting and thinking. what would happen if Madison existed. would she be my friend? or would she just you know, know me but we'll never be close. but she'll be in drama so i'll meet her. or cheerleading but we dont have cheerleading.

i know! i'm so weird right!

so you're like probably wondering, how did i meet Madison? or probably how did she "appear". well i kinda dreamed her up. i was sleeping last night, well yeah, and i dreamed about this perfect girl. and well there was lots of drama but nevermind that. and i woke up thinking "who is she?" and i just gave her a name. Madison. nice name right? i like the name Madison. haha. i think everyone has a Madison. like this person you want to be. what i admire most about her is her confidence. maybe thats what i want to change most about myself. and my voice! wow its so waspy. and i think i freaked like Fatimah and Shoba out today. sometimes i'm just a certain way. and its strange becasue ppl cant understand me, and i cant understand myself. although my friends do understand that its just Michelle being weird. actually what is weird? i'm not really weird am i? okok, dont answer that. but like, sometimes, when you think someones being weird, they're just being themself. so to them they're not weird are they.

weird: something out of the ordinary

am i something out of ordinary? in a way everyone is. not everyone is completely normal. they will always be their weird days. and maybe to some people i'm not weird at all. altho i highly doubt so. hee:). i admire how some people can like jsut be weird and not care. like Marilyn Manson, hes weird but you accept it. and i want people to accept me too. i know! i'm just screaming insecure!

oh hey i have to go. tuition.

I'M WEIRD! I KNOW! and i like myself for being weird.

bye Madison! say bye to her too.

Michelle went "Hey macadamia ":)

hello, everyones talking about nets post and i dont know. i've never watned us to break up. but then i stared thinking, am i the only one who thinks this way? i hope not.

when i say that i dont want us to break up cause i cant choose. its true. i love you guys all the same. and like, now i'm thinking. i keep saying "don't leave" is that only on my part? am i being a selfish friend? just because i dont want to choose between anybody i want everyone to stay together and pretend nothings wrong. i'm sorry. i know if you guys want to do something, i should support you. no matter what it is, cause thats what being a friend is.

when i say that i'll be there for you, i always will, i promise. i'm not saying it to make you feel better or to show you my concern, although i kinda am. hee, but i'm saying that i really mean it when i say i'll be there for you. and i tell everybody that becasue i'll be there for everybody. i want to stick up for everyone. i want to be a good friend to everyone. becasue i love you all so much. i know i know, sounds mushy. but its true ok? i'll always be there. for Raine, Julie, Net, Von, Wanshee, Kimmi, Elc. i'll be there for all of you.

then some things get messed up. i guess thats why we call ourselves a clique. people get pulled certain ways. and people get pulled other ways. and i dont know what to do. i dont want us to break up! i know i'm repeating myself. so i keep saying, "it'll be ok." to everyone when i have no idea whether its going to be or not. i'm not beign a good friend and i know it. i'm being selfish. and i dont want to be.

so now i'm saying, that no matter what you guys want to do, leave the clique, or stay, i'll support you no matter what. its your life and your decision. i just want you to know that you never have to feel that you're all alone. because you're not. and if you ever forget that i'll personally come and remind you XD. so, i support you, whatever you do.

Life, love,
Guys, girls,
Smiles, tears
Joy, fears
Going through puberty,
Learning about sexuality,
Growing spiritually,
& horizontally,
We're the Clique, we're friends
Lets hope that never ends.

Michelle went "Hey macadamia" :)

hello, blogging from school. hi Warda, hi Huiteng! my blogs a little messed up right now. i tried to change my tagboard to a cbox but i must have deleted something so now the lyrics are at the bottom. but i can't save it. i can only do it when i get home. so yep, hee:).

todays the last day of school before the march hols! time seems to pass so fast. before you know it we'll be sec 3. then sec 4, ready to take our o levels. haha, you can tell i don't have much to blog about. dramas been ok. not very ineteresting like it used to be, but still ok. going to get our progress reports back today. so yeah. wish me luck.

we have lots of homework. and we havent done our hsitory project yet. we're supposed to make our own newspaper. oh hey, i drew a clique board ytd! i just need to colour it in now. its a little messy cause the pen line was too thick. so some people might look a little off. heh.

well nothing much has happened yet. so i'll blog again when something does happen. oh hey! thoguht of tuition. i'm going for maths tuition now. and i have to go to the tutors house. i never did that before. and it was me second lesson. the first time, my mum went with me. but the second time i went alone. so i got into the lift. and this girl asked me "which floor?" i said "5." and she pressed 5. when it got to the first stop, she got out, and i stayed in. because i thought it was the second floor. turns out it was the 5th! cause the lfits dont sotp at every floor. so she watched me as the door closed. probably wondering why i didnt get out. when we got to the 5th stop, i looked up and saw that it was 11. and i didnt know what to do, should i get out? but i stayed in and this lady came in and asked me which floor i was going to. i replied "5." and the lift went down. it was a pretty slow ride. and an embarrassing one. my toes were painted red and in that weird michelle way. as in like, only the 2 big toenails were painted. yep, i know i'm weird. and i was wearing flip flops cause the last week i wore sport shoes and my mum asked me to wear slippers instead. so i wore slippers which didnt match my green shirt. haha. and so the aunty was staring at my toes as i tried desperately to cover it with my other toes. and then when it reached the 5th floor, i saw the little girl again so i took a gamble and got out. the girl was with her friends and they were staring at my toes again. so i hurried to my teachers house and we went on with tuition. i havent painted my toenails in a year! and just 2 days before tuition i decided to. and yeah. heh, red is bad for me.

okok, thats about the most interesting thing. which isnt very interesting. and hello Ivy! shes sitting next to me now. she fractured her leg. and has an unsignable cast. haha. get better Ivy! XD. Ivy says "hello! and tag on my board please. find the link in the class web."

5 more minutes till recess. i'll buy a pao again. and i'll be picking it again. heh. okok, will blog again! Eunice, call me sometime ok? Sarah, i want an email! Clique: Hello! haha, i'm doing shout outs.

have an enjoyable march holiday!

Michelle went "Hey macdamia" :)

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