hey! ok todays the first day of school. my eyes were swollen the moment i got up because of lack of sleep. i cant wait till the next holidays. ahh. so well today, well it was pretty smooth going. even art, which i thought i would be dead in. because of the project. but ask Wanshee, i was freaking out the entire time. lol.

and yes, art. well i actually enjoy art lesson. even though its Mdm Seah, and you know, its art. but i like it. i actually am interested in art. i mean not just drawing art, like you see me do everytime in class, haha. but you know, like i mean Mdm Seah was teaching us the History of Art. and i enjoyed it! maybe i should consider that for the "Michelle-of-the-future". and yes i still get freaked out everytime she picks up her water bottle. its like she picks it up, and then i freak out inside of me, and then she puts it down. lol. freak out inside of me doenst sound right. but ha, you get the point.

i missed church again. cause my dad only reached home at 11, which was when church started so i didnt go. and theres nothing to blog about! as usual. oh yes! i ate lunch with Elc and Lorraine at Mos just now. i had a Yakiniku Burger which i eat with a fork, haha. actually, that isnt very weird. XD. ok and i had Tirammisu. yes i couldnt resist. so i walked home from Tanah Merah. oh YES! since i was walking home, i decided to hop by the toilet at the MRT. and when i got ther i saw a bag by the sink and no one was there. so i went in, and when i came out it was still there. so there i was, by the sink, staring at it. i was about to go when i thought "i shouldnt just leave it there.". like Siti told me before, she was on the MRT and these tourists dropped a map on the floor. and the couple next to them just whispered to each other "eh, they dropped the map." but didnt do anythign about it. Siti called it SIngaporean behaviour. and quite frankly i didnt like it. so if i were to do the same thing, and just leave it there, i would be being a hypocrite wouldnt i. so i got out and went to the information booth and told the person in charge about it. he told me to bring the bag to him. i went to take it and it was really heavy. a part of me wished it was drugs, haha. that would have been so dramatic. but as usual, me being boring, it was a normal school bag. but it still felt good to do it though. though it wasnt much. ahh.

and my Dad's leaving soon for France. i'm not sure which part, but hes going today. he says hes getting old because of all his newly sprouted white hair and refuses to let me dye it. *shakes head* men and their pride. hehXD. right ok, so nothings been happening, except that todays the first day of school. and that means that there are many more school days to come.

ah! the agony! but i guess it beats being a couch potato for the rest of my life.

haha yeah, definitely better.

bye for now!

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hey! i'm back. i miss home alot. i dont know why. i just missed Singapore. and i just realised i made a lot of mistakes with my church posts lol. esp with names. i have to go edit them later. see what happens when you're off in MC Land, like Elc puts it. lol, i wont blog about the trip because its much too tiring. i'll just blog about nothingXD. like i usually do.

ok something weird just happened. this person smsed while i was gone saying that that person was deleting contacts and was wondering who i was. and before that i smsed Claudia, so i thought that was Claudia. so i reaplied "michelle lol. from drama." and the person asks "from TKGS?" and i reply, "Yes." and i explain how i thought i may have smsed that person wrongly. then i ask who it is. he replies Shafiq. which is really weird because i dont know any Shafiq. and Melissa Tan's cousin smsed me also. i hope i replied. because i left the phone for a while a forgot if i replied. but i cancelled it. and i havent received a reply from her yet so i doubt i did. this is so weird! lol. and ytd, this girl from Ngee Ann Secondary added me by accident. her name turned out to be Michelle as well. talk about getting to know new people:). ok he just asked me if i was in TKGS, and was in drama. i should just deny it. ack ok i didnt. you know Michelle the world would be a better place without people like you. i missed church today. Dad's in prison. he helps out there, he doesnt do time. haha, just wanted to clear that up.

and yes! i'm on the road to a new mentality. like i told Sarah. everytime i say something bad about myself, i'll say something good about myself to neutralise it. i read it in a magazine. so yes, my ego is probably going to blow up really big. and oh yes, very importantly.

you guys, Lorraine, Net, Elc, Wanshee, Kimmy, Julie, Von. i dont know the exact events that happened during the class outing. i mean i know basically what happened but i wasnt there myself so i dont know. please, no fight can ever be unresolved. i mean, we can try. i love you all so much. i dont want us to fall apart. i know compared to other cliques where you know they're superglue tight, we're not doing to well. but that doesnt mean we can never be close. or very close. people feel left out sometimes in a group. and from this we can learn to include each other more. i know i'm in no place to say anything because i wasnt there. but lets just try. i dont want Lorraine or Lynette to leave. i'm being selfish i know. i made a post about it before that as a friend, i would support you. and if you want to go, i'll let you go. but now i dont know if i can do that. i know i'm being selfish an hypocritical but i cant. there will always be fights in friendships. and now that you've got everything out in the open, maybe it can work out. there will always be a light at the end of the tunnel. even if its dark outside. because there i'll be, shining my handphone light to guide you through. XD. i love you guys so much. and i'm not just saying that. all of you really mean a lot to me. and ok, i'm going to shout "group hug" soon. and i dont want a Miss Deepa response. all of you better run up crazily and give me a big hug. i'm warning you. tag on my board "GROUPHUG!!!". yes this is peer pressure. you will give me a hug *chants*. ok hee. i dont want to pressure you. but if you feel anything at all for our friendship, please do. any emotion at all, happiness, anger, hurt, anything. just as long as you care. because as logn as you care, theres still a chance.

ok, i'm going to say it soon. get ready. *spits on hands*

3,

2,

1,

GROUP HUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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hi! i'm leaving later. and i mean i have no idea whats going on. i dont even know what time we're leaving. my job as the 14 year old daughter who doesnt know anything is to just follow blindly and enjoy. yep. what a lovely job i have. oh hey! ok. i just heard that we're going whale watching! thats so cool. you knwo the thing with being the youngest in the family? sometimes people forget you're there, with good reason. because like you know, i'm always on the computer or watching tv. and they start talking among themselves so its like i'm not there. so you hear stuff. haha but no scandal here Sarah. i'm like Mrs Hoober, the kaepoh one lol.

and you know what i hate about holidays? yes i hate something. haha. its the dress code. i mean its ok for people to wear jeans and everything when they'er going on a flight. but because my dads a member of the staff, we have to get all dressed up. and normally i wouldnt mind because you know, its quite fun. but its tiring because the moment we get into the plane we have to change again. my dad will be in his suit and nice shoes, my mum in her pant suit and makeup, my brother in his suit and tie (he usually takes it off tho) and me (due to my lack of pants) in a skirt and whatever top my parents think is fit. so there we are, looking like we're going to a wedding, going on an aeroplane. but you see thats not the worst part! because from Singapore its fine. but the problem is coming back! i still remember last year, i was the only crazy person in the whole of the New York airport who was in a skirt. not only are you cold, you feel so weird as well. ack. i really must get pants. for the sake of my freezing legs! *punches fist in air* yesXD. which means i'll have to spend again. ahh.

i'm going to be missing loads of things. doc bbq, big day out, even tho i dont think i'd be going even if i could lol. and our class picnic! oh wow. i hope you guys have fun. getting wet, playing in the sand. eat a sandwhich for me. and get sun burnt for me as well. haha.

theres this song playing in my head. but i have no idea what its called. its just stuck there. like that chior boys song lol. and ahh i'd better do my last minute packing now. oh no. i just remembered how Wong Family holidays go. and its not the prettiest thing. i mean it is, but at the same time, like all other families. ok, maybe just some. there will always be a moment of drama. or more.

you know what Michelle? be optimistic. you're always optimistic. and looking on the bright side of life is the best way to go.

yes. this holiday is going to be the bestXD

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hello! ok i cant believe i'm going. i can't believe i called Angie, and asked her if i could go. ok i'm blabbering away here. you see theres a Youth Camp for church coming up from Friday till Sunday at Sentosa. and you see the thing is, i'm not very in *does hip hop action* with the Youth at my church. so when they asked me to go, i said no.

then, i had to think about the whole situation. if i went, i could show my friends whom i've known half my life that i'm not that boring dead girl they see at church all the time. but the thing is i just know that i'll be left out. you know like, you alwayshope that something wont happen but more often than none it does? yep. thats my life. so i mean, i jsut know its goign to happen. and i wont have anyone to turn to.

wait wait wait. what do you mean no one to turn to Michelle? don't you have youre Lord Jesus Christ? isn't that what Church camp is about? its not about your friends. its about God. its about drawing closer to him and even if you feel alone, you'll always have him to turn to. and who know,s you might end up showing your friends what a maniac you really are. i dont know if thats a good thing or bad thing. but either way, you'll be showing them how you really are.

ok i just convinced myself it was alrightXD. i do that a lot. so i guess thats not a problem anymore. oh wow this is short. ok lemme think of something more.

oh right i've been studying really hard the past few days. practicing Maths and all. haha i guess its for the best. i can do this! haha. and tomorrow, we're going to watch this play for Drama. its gonna be loads of fun! haha yay. and tonight. my mum and i are gonna go shopping (i know i know) cause my polo's came in. and then we're gonna have dinner.

and oh yes! i found out more stuff about the neighbours. i mean not intentionally. but you know you hear stuff around the place. i didnt eavesdrop either so dont worry. i can't say much. but one thing i learned from it is never judge a book by its cover. cause even the nicest people can be the most horrible. and whats worse, is that no one knows about it. i mean except me and Sit. i mean, at least i think so. no wait, the nieghbour next to them know about it as well. right i should stop now.

and the neighbour opposite us but to the left, i call them all neighbours lol. moved out. they were a nice family. gave us cake when his little boy had a birthday party. and the one next door to them on the left again was renovating. so thats it. not as scadalous as Desperate housewives lol. but definitely enough to shock you.

and trust me, i was shocked. seriously shocked.

okok anyway, enjoy the hols! i'll blog again about camp.

happy june!

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