hey! what day is it today?

Teachers Day!!

and what a lovely day it is isnt it? lol well today i behaved like a crazed nut and went back to primary school with Lorraine and Lynette. we walked around the school aimlessly lots of times, i think just waiting for time to pass heh. we visited the old 6/9 and 6/5. and i met Jasper, this boy whom i used to look after, it was amazing how he could still remember me. and so then i saw this girl who i remembered looking after also, and said hi to her and asked if she remembered me. well as it turns out, she didnt. yay Michelle, it was very embarrassing. she thought i was a crazy pair of pants, i know, i could see it in her eyes.

"whos this weird girl that i do not know saying hi to me for?!" she must have been thinking.

i hung my head in embarrassment. an experience that i dont want to relive. i mean at least when i wave to passing cars or road sweepers they cant ask me who i am back. Michelle, you and your head. i went to buy popiah and chrysanthemum tea today, for old times sake. and when i got to the drink stall, the aunty handed me a Pokka branded packet of chrysanthemum tea. i know! terrible isnt it?! "it used to be Yeo's!" i started crying. "it used to be Yeo's!". oh my, the good old days. back in primary school when all of us would be fellow nuts (some more than others), or just hanging out for fun. bubble tea across the road, Mcdonalds after school, waiting for that 293 to come.. i'm so glad i went back today and met all you guys. i guess i just miss how things were in primary school. the teachers, the classes, the canteen smell like Lynette puts it lol. it was fun :), nono, it was very very fun XD.

Gladys and i headed down to TM first and looked around. and i lost my nametag in Hangten! i only remembered it when we were leaving and by then it was gone. ack, i had better go look for the spare one. well after that we met up with Eunice and Shayus at Delifrance and started talking about lots of random issues. then we wen to BK to say bye to Dyane, Ziling and Charmaine C. lol ok, it deosnt sound like alot and it wasnt really. but it was still fun, i enjoyed myself alot. i gave in to lots of cravings today. you wouldnt imagine how much i ate. lol i dont want to either. after that Eunice and i took the MRT home and walked along that sacred trail. catching up on everything that we've missed.

we sat on the pavement for a while, right in the middle of where our two homes were. and talked there because we didnt want to just leave yet. after a while i decided to go over to Eunice's house (so the whole sitting on the pavement thing was kind of redundant) and played the Sims body something, lol i dont remember. and listened to the Moulin Rouge soundtrack. we were basically really listening to the entire movie, in a way. because the music reminded us of the scenes. then there was that horrible part when Satine died. heartbreaking. earth shattering. it made you want to wring the script writers neck! but i guess it had to happen. and thats what made it such a good ending, or such a good movie. sad as it was, it was beautiful. oh gosh, i have to watch it again.

this reminds me of Animal Farm which we watched yesterday. it was really depressing! how the animals were tortured by evil Napoleon and Jones. we also watched a bit of Millions which is a rated movie. during Legacy! lol, it was good though, minus the er, parts. but not to worry, Mrs Ho was on hand to fast forward those scenes. thank goodness :).

lol i have nothing else to say. but thats a good thing right? usually when you have nothing to say you start to think. or maybe you start talking to yourself, but lol it doesnt matter XD.

Pokka, i know. i have to understand. its probably cheaper. its for the good of the school Michelle. some things just have to happen. and this is one of them.

did you know you could order "low fat" drinks from Starbucks? lol i had no idea.

tampines mall looks so different from way back then.

crocs are made from rubbery plastic with holes in them.

i'm way too random for my own good!!

and you know what else?

i say "lol" too much.

oh no!! i cant stop it. i'm trying but i cant! ack!

LOL XD

Michelle went "Hey macadamia" :)

hello! i havent told you my story about ytd have i? haha. well so ytd, i was kind of lethargic. you know, like you just feel like you want to stay in your seat and scribble all day. but well you know, that never happens. and once 3rd peroid comes, you sigh and get up. today is the day, you think. it has finally come.

you walk slowly to the hall, i mean theres no rush right? why rush to get killed? you say. so slowly you make your way there, wishing that you could just run back and hide under the table in class. but no, you have to do this! you tell yourself. we, Julie, Warda and myself recieve instructions to go downstairs to the basketball court. so we do and Julia tries to get out of it, and you think, actually this is better. its raining, it'll be much better :). so there you are, waiting, and Ahtiqah comes to join you guys. so you're just waiting there, anticipating, thanking God that you had a wonderful friend like Lynette who was willing to help you. Mrs Kong came down, and you knew that it had to begin. its now or never, you think. "be strong!" you say as more people come and finally when everthing was settled. you braced yourself for the worst. the oncoming torture! but you knew that you had a mission to complete.

you were going to take that 2.4 route down.

"Ok, go!" Mrs Kong blared and it begun! you started! a slow jog first, slowly accelerating. "this is ok.." you think. and then you hit the fitness corner, "oh no Michelle, you're going too fast!" and thats when it started. you felt your limbs slowly tensing, sweat started trickling down, your leaky nose got even leakier. "this isnt good." you think. you made your turn to the classroom block. "ok Michelle, nearly there! just.. keep.. going..!" you think and its like you're just pulling yourself towards that finishing line. you shut your eyes tightly and make a break for it. " go MC!" you hear your classmates cheer. you cross that imaginary line! and then remind yourself "oh gosh Michelle, that was the 3/4 round. you have 4 more to go." and Lynette catches up with you after takes your time. there was no doubt that even then, the whole thing was torture.

Lynette is a great friend XD! she kept pushing me. she was my time buddy, my pacer, my no holds barred drill sergeant (who lightened up a bit when i couldnt hold out haha). i remember i stopped. and she was there, right beside me, scolding "Michelle! you have to keep running! you cant stop!" and i took a dramatic sigh to myself and started out again. we kept going. i was more like a blur follower on that race, having no real idea of what was going on. "how many more rounds?" you ask, or something like that. Lynette replies, i kind of forgot what she said. but you just feel your heart drop to the ground like a twenty tonne brick. this was going to be long.

you cross that line again! and Lynette takes your time. by then, you couldnt hold out. i mean you're not the most atheletically inclined person in the world. lol, if you were the world would be a very very odd place. so yes! slowly, you crumble. you start to get into a sort of "running depression". you know like when you say,

"i cant do this..!"

"i'm so tired.."

"Lynette.. i cant.."

and you break down. tears start welling up in your eyes. you cant, you just cant. "okok, just think, you're aiming for the basketball court ok? come on! once we get to the basketball court we can stop. ok?" Lynette asks. you nod your head, your face just looking terrible. and thats when it starts. you start walking, "hurry! you cant walk. its bad for you." Lynette says. you try to hurry up, brisk walking. you can do this Michelle! once you hit the fitness corner you start to run again. "how many more rounds?" you ask, "4 more!" she says, or 3. but what matters is that you keep jogging. not really caring if you overtake people or not. "go Michelle!" you hear again as you pass that imaginary line. and then bam! you cant do this. you shake your head "i cant! Lynette i cant go on..". you feel your voice about to break. "its ok! keep running! the basketball court! we can stop at the basketball court ok?" and thats how it went on. we jogged and jogged till the basketball court where we walked to the fitness corner, with me asking "how many more rounds?" after we passed it.

"the 2.4 is evil!" you think. when finally! one more round. just one more round Michelle! you cheer yourself on as you cross that line again. you keep going, but you know you have to stop at the basketball court again, as bad as it sounds. you do, and you get really slow. this was the last round! come on Michelle! you hit the classroom block, dying. you push yourself forward. it was almost like you were pulling a mountain behind your back.

then you see that point, that point where you know you have to make a break for it! that point where you have to sprint and give it your all! and you do! red eyed, sweating, panting, and mind just in this hurricane, you cross that finish line! its over! and you hear the person read your timing but you couldnt care. you were just too tired too. Alvina holds you up for support, and you start to cry. i dont know why, but i just did. i couldnt do it, but it was over. it was all over now.

"what do you mean you missed out one of her timings?!" you hear Mrs Kong say. "wha?!" you think to yourself but then again you just couldnt care anymore. there was just no way you were ever going to do that again. and there was this little commotion. but you just were so, so tired. you sat down on the drain, drained. lol hahaha. ok Michelle out of point, so anyway you sit there. kind of in a blur. but guess who else was? and in an even bigger one?

"you made her run an extra round! the girl ran 5 and 3/4 rounds!" Mrs Kong said. "what?!" you snap up suddenly. "i ran 5 and 3/4 rounds!" you say to yourself shocked. "thats why i was thinking, this girl shouldnt have failed." Mrs Kong continued. after everything was settled about my timing, Mrs Kong ordered Lynette to pay for my recess as compensation haha (which i ended up paying for myself in the end lol). " i cant believe i ran 5 and 3/4 rounds." i kept telling myself. i know under the circumstances it would have been perfectly normal to be mad at Lynette, although that would have been a little unreasonable wouldnt it? but lol anyway, strange thing was, i wasnt! yes, even though that was the worst possible 20 minutes that i had gone through, i couldnt help but think that it was pretty funny. haha wasnt it though? like of all people for it to happen to, although that wasnt really a surprise. but it was funny! or well to me at least XD. hahaha. hahaha, i cant believe i ran 5 and 3/4 rounds. hahaha!

i know i know i'm weird. so yes, that was my 2.4 story:) and i still have the cross country to talk about! gosh. ok, i'll summarise. every year in TK we have a cross country/ zany day parade day. so what happens is that we go to East Coast park, the runners run the 3 km, and the rest of the class dresses up like crazy people! or maybe not even people, according to the theme. we will be judged on headgear, costumes, a performance and cheer. and the theme for our class was "JAZZY". so there we were, the girls decked out in pretty trashbags lol, black shirts with cut out polka dots, funky crepe paper hair and outrages makeup. the boys, who were girls, dressed up as boys. or rather the gentlemen *coughs in that high class manner* (which i was lol) were in white shirts, shorts or berms, a card bowtie and moustache, blazer (mine was a little Sherlock Holmes-ish) and a wonderful tophat. we were ready! Sheena and i had only learned the dance a little during recess and after school, but it was ok! we winged it. totally messed up. wrong steps, wrong timing, my moustaches dropped off halfway. but hey! we had fun. and thats what matters XD.

i'm in denial if you cant tell. but lol anyway, after that we lazed around at a drink shop while the other games went on. finally we went back and i made a fool of myself as usual hee, but ok i'm supposed to be summarising! we didnt win, it was a little dissapointing, but hey :), what matters was that we had lots of fun. maybe not for others but for me. i will never forget thie zany day parade. i mean, like there was nothing particularly special about it. but just the thought that i wont be able to spend it with the same people that i did this year means something to me. but ah Michelle! dont talk about it till we have to go through it. the worlds a happy place remember? we should let it be XD.

and oh my i'm so sorry! this is way too long. and oh my guess what else? i just realised i kept calling you, you, me. like i kept saying you did this, or you did that. when really it was me who did this or that. right! you dont understand me again do you? and whos this "you" i'm talking about now?! the "you" whos reading my blog. but who are "you" whos reading my blog? aha, i got you there didnt i.

actually i didnt. i dont know why i even brought that up. i'm sorry i'm just weird today. too zany for my own good XD.

the world is round but the people are square! and thats not right! be another shape! that ones patented.

ok! someone get me off this computer before i write even more :).

Michelle went "Hey macadamia" :)

hello! i dont know why, but i have to blog about this. have you ever been to the dentist? well i just went to the dentist. and i found it theraputhic. i'm weird! i know. so yes, the dentist!

so your journey starts off like this. you rush to dentist after being 10 minutes late because you ran for the bus but no, the bus had to go off without you and so you're left there looking silly infront of your drama seniors so you wave to them and they wave back and you smile and act like nothings wrong when your friends come and laugh at you. well ok, maybe not like that, but what matters is that you arrive late. you rush there, thinking "oh no! i made them wait." and the lady at the counter asks you to take a seat. so you do, and you start waiting. you turn to look at the clock every now and then, as you fumble with your phone. finally you decide to read a book, and so pick out the first one that you reach. you look at the cover and give yourself one of those "ahh.. this is my life" smiles to yourself, ignoring the aunty sitting next to you's odd look, and settle down to read Lat the Kampung Boy.

time passes as you scan each page, carefully soaking up the information. like did you know Lat is naked in most of the pages?! his sister also. i'm sorry, i didnt say that. lol anyway, finally, the nurse calls you in and you close the book and try to put it back. but you, you know, being Michelle, wait. you arent me are you? but ok, lets say you are. can't seem to put the book back properlly in the box. so that aunty that gave you that look just now sticks out her hand to push some of the books away as you sheepishly fit it in thanking her. you walk into the room, stuffing your phone in your pocket, but not before accidentally bumping someone in the leg and muttering a thousand apologies.

you've made it! you're in the room. you sit down in the chair as the dentist slowly adjusts the chair back. you look up, "ah! light!" you say to yourself as you stare into the glaring overhead light. you shift your eye to the ceiling and say "ah! light!" again, because you find yourself staring at the ceiling light. thats it, its like they're just out to get you. your dentist smiles at you and pulls your mouth open, slowly taking out the rubber bands in your braces and starts saying weird things to the nurse like,

"i need the 4445."

"suction please?"

"left, upper side has broken off."

and you frown, "what is she saying?!" you ask yourself. "is this good?" you think again. so you ask her. she smiles and reassures you, "everythings fine. now open your mouth wide!" and you do, allowing her to do her work. with one hand you're holding on to a piece of tissue that you're never going to use, with the other hand, you're clutching onto the handle. she holds up some sort of plier and you get alarmed! "dont worry." she smiles, and proceeds to break of two brackets. "oh no." you say to yourself " i remember this." you turn to her and ask the best that you can, "are you going to use the blue thing?"

"what blue thing?" she asks.

"that blue thing that you put on my teeth before you put the brackets." you say. "haha yes. but only for a while." and you face the ceiling again. gosh, that light. she gets to working, testing the drill over and over and it makes that drilly noise. then, she slowly gets to work, doing what she has to do. sometimes, you get lucky. like the dentist and the nurse start talking about their families or the people at work, but not today. today its silence. suddenly a clerk from outside comes in to pass them something, and the malay nurse says "xie xie ni.". you laugh, although you've heard Siti say that plenty of times before. and then you choke. the dentist ignores this and asks you to turn to the left. you do, and she start applying the blue thing. you keep telling yourself, "dont touch the blue thing. dont touch the blue thing." but guess what? yep, you end up touching it anyway. you cringe! and the dentist merely smiles at you turning around to get something else.

"gah ghasged gah goo ghing!"

you say. (i tasted the blue thing!) she smiles and nods "ok, now turn to the right." and you turn, giving up hope of her ever understanding. she puts the blue thing again and you shut your eyes. then you open them and start staring into the dentists glasses. well, not staring exactly. well ok, maybe something like that. but really all you're seeing, or want to see, is the reflection of what the dentist is doing to you. she smiles, and you smile back, with your eyes. its hard to do, but somehow it happens. and you loook up again. gosh, that glaring light. you look to the side, staring at the x ray board and to the door opposite it. you think, "oh gosh, how long more?" and you realise that your only comfort is the dental chair music. which is just normal radio music, but sounds different from the dentist chair. and you resist the urge to tap your feet, which for you, is kind of hard to do.

ah! the procedure is done, she raises your chair up and you point to the rinsing cup. "may i?" you ask. "sure, sure." she replies. and you start rinsing. just when you're done, the nurse thrusts an array of colourful bands infront of you. "what colour do you want?" she asks. you stare into the box, wondering. its like you're christmas shopping, this is going to determine your life for one month! a heavy burden is on your shoulders when you say, "blue!", the same colour as you had last month. "ok." the nurse says and gets it ready. you lie back in your chair thinking "i should have gone with the purple." as the dentists starts. she finishes the upper teeth, but before she geos on to the lower, she stops and gets wire. "wire?" you ask yourself, "why does she need wire?". "open your mouth!" she says and slides some wire between your braces and uses that evil plier thing to twist them and twist them and twist them. when shes done, you have four of these things sticking out of your mouth and you look like Dracula, just with the fangs on the bottom, and sticking out. not a very pretty picture i know. finally she cuts them and puts them in place. then, she puts on the rubber bands as you fade away into the dentist music.

"ok," she says with a big smile, "you're done.". you smile gratefully and get up, not before waving and saying "thankyou!", then wondering why you were even thanking your dentist in the first place. but you tell yourself its what dentists have to do, and proceed to the counter to set up your next appointment. the clerk looks at you and looks into the book, running her hands down the non existent list for next month. "Michelle Wong.. Monday 3.30 ok?" you nod and smile. "ok." and she puts you down for that. you realise you need more rubberbands! and so you rush back to the room ans ask for some. "ok," she says and hands you a pack, smiling with her eyes. you know shes smiling, just that you can never see her nose and mouth because shes always wearing the mask. you stop to think for a while, "i've been going to this dentist for more than a year now, and i dont even know how she looks like!". you realise you've been stoning, and rush off immediately to meet your mother. wondering when this identity crisis will ever be solved. your dentist reminds you to lay off hard food before you finally step out. you nod and answer "ok!" before heading to the car with your mum.

whats this?! i've made an entire post about going to the dentist?! and i really long one too. gosh Michelle, you and your head. but its true! and somehow, it happens every single time i go there. strange right? i know, i feel the same way. and i guess i find it theraputhic because its so routine. lol, yes yes, i know. Michelle's being weird again.

ah, those lucky people with no braces.

Michelle went "Hey macadamia" :)

hello! i went to church this morning. and i dont know how to explain it. haha, but maybe its best to be left unexplained XD. but it was good! i think. nono, it is good yep. at least i'm thinking about something now and not just taking in oxygen. haha so yeah, definitely good.

i have no idea what else to write. really. so why am i blogging then? haha, i have no idea. there should be something in there. some battle with the unknown forces, some embarassing event, some revelation. but theres nothing, i mean theres something, but i just dont know what. and so now i'm writing about how i cant think of anything to write. lol, how productive Michelle.

so lets play a game! or rather i'm playing a game with myself. hmm, lol. i'll list the first 5 things that pop into my head after each other.

blank

empty

hard

hail

now

haha! how weird! now let me try to link them all up together (try to ignore this pathetic attempt to create a post).

i'm blank. my mind is empty. its hard to think of something. all hail the king! and now. hmm now?

now, have you ever had that feeling? like theres something that you want to do, or want to be. but you just, stop in the process for no particular reason? like, you can continue, but you dont. and you dont even know why. lol, what am i saying.

now, i just want to jump up and down for no particular reason. i want to let loose of everything. i want to scream until i lose my voice. i want to lie in the garden until the sun goes down. i want to just live for a moment.

now, i want to just close my eyes and sleep. i want to fall on the ground into a pile of cushions. i want to relax and be surrounded by the warm golden sand. i want to hear the rush of the water from a waterfall pounding onto the lake below. i want to feel the mist thats hanging in the air.

now, i want to run a race. i want to feel the exhilaration of bungee jumping! i want to travel the world! i want to hold on to a balloon and never let it go. i want to laugh so hard that i cry.

now, i want to cry. i want to cry tears of joy. i want to throw paint on a wall randomly and call it art. i want to mold some clay into an unknown creature and laugh my head off. i want to bob my head up and down like i'm a rockstar.

now, i want to sing. i want to sing a song of made up words. i want to go to a buffet and eat and eat and eat XD. i want to feel so sick that i just have to lie in bed for the rest of the day and fall into a whole nother world. i want to take a deep breath and hold it there then slowly let it go.

now, i want to stare into the eyes of a stranger. i want to sit down and just watch everyone going past. i want to turn myself invisible like that girl from The Incredibles! i want to watch their faces. i want to feel their emotions. i want to hold their hand and pull them through.

now, i want to ride a rainbow to the stars. i want to see the lights of New York. i want to be entranced by a disco ball. i want to sail through the ocean like a sailor on an adventure! i want to look down into the clear blue water and see dolphins below. i want to watch the sun set in the horizon.

now, i realise that i'm making no sense! lol. i realise that my thoughts are incoherent, either that or i'm having serious moodswings. i realised that i have no real train of thought. i realised that i want to fall and fall but never hit the ground.

now, i realise i've made a post based on what i felt and its so random!

now XD, i feel relieved.

now, and i dont even know why.

i'm sorry for todays post. which is as usual meaningless lol. or is it? i dont know. so this is everything that has been in my head when i couldnt think of anything else. a random rant, heh. it should mean something. but just that i dont know what. i mean i do, i think i do. but, i just can't explain it.

but whatever it is, and whatever it did, it made my day XD

and i have no idea how it did that :)

Michelle went "Hey macadamia" :)

hello! well i didnt go to school today. i've got the flu and a fever. haha, dance fever! okok, not that. but yep. my nose is stuffy, my face is puffy and i've got lots of medicine to take. i cant take my 2.4 either this thursday, i'm not sure if thats a good thing or not haha. what are you saying Michelle? not having to take your 2.4 is definitely a good thing!

so well i've been pretty much caught up in my own imaginary world the past few hours. i woke up to a fever that was about 39.1 degress, but then it plummetted down to 38 about 10 minutes later. according to my doctor, it'll rise again during the evening, so haha! no tuition today. thank goodness XD, i've still got graphs to do lol.

and has anyone heard?! Corrine May is going to be singing at the Esplanade! i wonder when. i'm still listening to her cd haha. oh gosh i can't wait. i doubt my parents will allow me to go though and i bet the tickets are going to be expensive. the horror of being a child isnt it.

"your imagination is your downfall."

its not!

"face it Michelle, your big ideas with too much time will bring you down one day."

i'm ignoring you voice in my head!

"your new ideas have become so old and cliched, Michelle, you are a cliche."

lalala!

"your insecurity will destroy you. your ideas will shame you-"

LALALA!

"your confidence will dissappear. your passion will disintigrate-"

i'm ignoring you! *covers ears*

"your head will explode. your heart will crash and fall into tiny pieces-"

stop it! just stop it!

"and you'll never be what you can be, or what you want to be."

gosh, please just stop..

"which is nothing. you will always be nothing."

(doesnt reply)

"from the very day you were born till now. Michelle, you are nothing."

(doesnt reply again)

"you dont deserve anything. you dont deserve love or pity. you dont deserve joy or pain. you dont deserve laughter or tears."

i do, i really do.

"you dont. and with every moment that passes, the way that you are full of nothing will grow and grow. and soon you'll explode. and no one will be there to put you back together. you'll just be left there."

thats not true.

"it is. you'll just be left there. and with the wind you'll be blown away."

thats not right.

"it is. and no matter what you think or say to yourself its a fact Michelle. it will always be this way. forever and ever."

but i dont want it to be like that.

"do you have a choice?"

yes, yes i do.

"but what choice do you have to make? be yourself and fall, or be someone else and cry tears of self pity."

i can choose not to listen to you.

"but can you? can you really? i will always be here Michelle. haunting you. you have nothing to back yourself up with. you cant fight me. i will always be there to pull you down."

i have myself. and whats left of me. i can fight you, my army may not be big, but every part of me is willing to fight till the end.

"and with that pathetic army, you'll fight me and destroy me?"

yes, yes i will.

"hahaha! you can try, but i'm still bigger than you. and stronger. face it Michelle, just give up this something that was never even there in the first place."

i wont.

"you have no clue what to do. you're delirious. you can never do this on your own."

i can.

"really? and how are you going to do that?"

i'll save myself.

"thats ridiculous. you want to destroy me by saving yourself?"

its only when i save myself that i can get rid of you.

"its impossible."

its not impossible.

"you won't be able to do it."

i will be able to do it.

"you cant handle anything."

i can handle everything.

"you have no sense."

i've got as much sense as i'll ever need.

"you have no life."

my life is all that i'm ever living.

"you have no hope."

i have so much hope that you cannot compare.

"you have no talent."

my talent can grow if i work.

"you cant do anything right."

then i'll just make do with the wrong.

"you cant destroy me."

but i'm doing it right now.

"you're not destroying me."

i am. and one day you'll be gone for good!

"that day will never come."

that day is today.

"i'm too strong too be beaten."

but i'm not too weak to collaspe.

"you'll never make it."

i will, and i'll go all the way to the end.

"its not easy."

it doesnt have to be.

"it'll be very difficult."

i can weather through it.

"but you have no weapons!"

i dont need any weapons.

"you have no fire!"

all the fire i need is burning deep within me.

"you can never do it. you're full of something that doesnt even exist."

you dont exist.

"i may just be a clever personification of your inner struggle with youself, but you know i'm there.

i'm everything that you wanted to be down the drain. everything that you hoped, torn into shreds.

everything that you said, that never came true. everything that you made, that crumbled into sand.

everything thats stained, that will never be washed away. i'm everything that you are, that will never be. "

but i am me. and thats all i need.

i may fail, but i learn from my mistakes. i may be silly, but i know when not to be.

i may be insecure, but i can always have more security. i may have nothing, but i dont need anything at all.

i will never be the things you said that i will be. and i certainly won't bring myself down anymore.

i dont need someone to tell me what i cant be.

what i need is someone to tell me who i can be.

so with that, i'm sorry but i have to say, "You're Fired!"

and i hope that i'll never see you again :).

Michelle went "Hey macadamia" :)

hello, well haha todays post (which is really a very quick update for me) is going to be very odd. well lol, what i mean is that its going to be normal. yep, why you ask? well because some people forgot to bring forgot to bring their science textbook home so they can't study for the CA tmr. haha. so not to worry! Doctor MC is here to the rescue, as promised. i'm just typing these notes out from a science book, because we dont really learn anything out of Mr Roslans lesson, heeXD. well students, welcome to Michelles tutorial sesson on Light and Colours. please take your seat and absorb as much information as you possible can. haha, that was a pun. light, absorb, haha. right ok, so first,



LIGHT !

#1. The lowdown on Light:

a) Light is a form of energy.
b) Light enables us to see objects around us.
c)Light travels at 3 x 10(power 8) metres per second in a vacuum.
d) It is the fastest known speed and is much greater than the speed of sound which is about 330 metres per second. Hence lightning occurs before thunder. (oh my, can you believe that?! what are they teaching childrens these days. lightning occurs before thunder because of that whole love triangle with the cloud. really, but okok, just listen to the book for now XD)
e) Due to the high speed of light and its ability to travel through a vacuum, light from the Sun reaches the Earth rapidly by radiation through the vacuum in space.

#2. Luminous objects and Non- luminous objects:

a) Luminous objects are are objects that are able to emit light on their own, for ex. the Sun or a burning candle.
b) Non- luminous objects are objects which are unable to emit light on their own, for ex. the Moon or a book.
c) We see Non- luminous objects because light is reflected from these objects and enters our eyes.

#3. Transmission of Light energy:

a) A ray of light is the path along which light energy tavels.
b) A beam (a whole bunch of rays) of light can be convergent, divergent or parrallel.

* Convergent beams tavel towards each other, er, its like a triangle pointing to the right. from big to small.
Divergent beams travel away from each other from a point, like a triangle pointing to the left, from small to big.
Parrallel beams travel parrallely :) lol.

#4. Laws of Reflection:

a) As each ray of light falls on a surface, it is bounced of in the same way.
b) The angle of incidence is always equal to the angle of reflection (if you dont understnad this i can explain it to you in the morning.)

#5. Types of Reflection:

a) Regular Reflection:
//Regular reflection occurs when a parrallel beam of light remains parrallel after reflecton from a smooth and polished surface.
// A clear image is obtained.
// Examples incluse a mirror, glass plane or a highly polisehd metal piece.

b) Irregular reflection:

// Irregular relfection (diffused reflection) occurs when light rays falling on rough surface area are reflected in different directions.
// Examples include the rough surface of an unpolished wall, a gravelled road and cloth.

#6. Character study (haha) of an image on a plane mirror:

a) It is upright, the same size, it is laterally inverted (what you see as right turns out left in the mirror.), it is virtual and is the same distance from the mirror as the object is.

#7. Concave and Convex surfaces:

a) Concave surfaces:

// Concave surfaces are like this ) . just remember that the cave in conCAVE means that the surface is like a cave lol. so it is like the front of the spoon.
// Concave mirrors are used for magnifying objects, for example, a dentists mirror or optical telescopes.

b) Convex surfaces:

// Convex surfaces are like this ( . haha, just remember it as "the other one".
// Conves surfaces are used to have a wider field of vision, for example, a car driving mirror.

#8. Laws of Refraction:

a) Refraction is the bending of light rays as light passes from one medium into another medium.
b) Light travels at different speeds in different media.
c) When Light travels from a less dense medium to a denser medium, light is refracted towards the normal.
d) Wehn Light travels from a denser medium to a less dense medium, light is refracted away from the normal.

* Least dense: Air
Dense: Glass
Densest: Water

COLOUR!

#1. Spectrum:

a) White light comprises of 7 colours.
b) They are red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and violet (ROYGBIV)
c) Dispersion refers to the seperation of white light into its seven component colours.
d) Simarlarly, a rainbow is formed due to the dispersion of sunlight on raindrops.
e) This continuous band of colours is formed when light is split is called a spectrum.

#2. The relationship between white light and the prism:

a) When a beam of white light enters a prism, it slows down as is refracted. The white light then splits into ROYGBIV.

#3. I see coloured objects :

a) We see coloured objects when they emit or reflect light into our eyes.
b) A luminuous object appears the colour of the light that it emits into our eyes.
c) Non- luminious objects appear in colour depending on which colour they absorb and which colours they reflect.

#4. Multicoloured world XD:

a) The primary colours are RED, GREEN and BLUE.

b) Intermarraige of colours:

// Red + Blue = Magenta
// Red + Green = Yellow
// Blue + Green = Cyan
// Red + Blue + Green = White

#5. An object appears the colour that it reflects.

#6. Objects appears whtie in white light when they reflect all the colours of white light falling on them.

#7. Objects appear black in white light when they absorb all the colours in the white light falling on them.

#8. Object appear coloured, but not white or black, in white light when they reflect only some of the colour falling on them.



haha here you go! and now, we learn to dance!

#Step 1: Count, 1,2,3,4 over and over in your head. each step will be like 2 counts. got it? good :)

#Step 2: so, 1,2,3,4, right leg forward, right leg side (right side)

#Step 3: left leg backwards, left leg front (back to normal)

#Step 4: cross your right leg over your left leg from the front, bring your left leg out and point it to the side (left side)

#Step 5: swing your pointed left leg over to the other side and turn to face your right, adjust your feet

#Step 6: put your left hand on your hip and swish your head to the front, then to the right and front, then to the right, then take your right leg back

#Step 7: swish your entire body to the back, leaning towards your left, letting your back face the audience with your two hands by your side in a snapping motion.

#Step 8: shift your shoulders up and down alternating from left to right, doing the same bouncing motion with your legs, while angling your head to your right. do 8 in 4 counts.

#Step 9: finally swish back to the front and

POSE

POSE

POSE

# Step 10: and then we stop and do it all over again!

lol! ok, i have no idea where that came from but try it with any 4 beat song! i know you want to haha. it shall be called er, the Michelle Cabaret Flap. ok, again i have no idea what that means. well so today you learned about Light, Colours and how to dance. not bad eh? Michelle Tutorial sessions XD.

Thankyou for coming, please pay a tag at the tagboard. if not that big burly man (his name is Steve) who is in charge of security will come after you and he is prepared to use the latest kong fu moves on you. another great lesson that they teach here for only $125.55 for 4 lessons. a bargain if i must say so myself.

right! Michelle stop being weird. bye! and study the notes, you can do this thing! we all can do this thing. so theres no need to say good luck. because we won't need it. haha ok?

we can do this thing :)!

Michelle went "Hey macadamia" :)

hey! ok i know i'm a little late for this, but anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! haha yay! the fireworks were awesome XD.

and guess what? this is going to be my shortest post ever. haha! it has to be declared the shortest post ever legally!

"I hereby declare, this post, the shortest post ever written by Michelle. Thank you, thank you."

and a very good night to you all:)

Michelle went "Hey macadamia" :)

hey! ok i'm going to continue with the story, even though only Sarah and Binglong tagged about it lol. it was fun to write! although i'm kind of blank now though. so yes, i wanted to say something, but i forgot. i do that alot heh. oh yes! have you ever had a heart to heart with your sibling? like your older brother, whos like 20 years old and avoids you like the plague at times or is suddenly like the best older brother you have ever had in your life? i ah, did. well, sort of.

and it was the scariest thing that could have ever happened in the world.

i mean, i cant explain it. i dont share with my brother, even if i do, its casual. and well this wasnt very casual, but not very deep at the same time. okok, main point was that it was weird. very weird. but at the same time, i'm happy. i always wanted the cliched older brother, the one who was over protective and cared for you, who would look out for you and all that. but i do have that, just that hes different a little bit.

oh gosh Michelle what are you saying! *slaps self* ok, write the story now. no matter how much you cant think now, its better than thinking about this. so yep, where were you? oh yes, you were flying :)

*****

"OHH, so hes that Harry fellow!" i say like i just realised it. you turn to me and say, "where have you been all your life?". i shake my head, "that, is one of lifes great mysteries." i say with a smile. you shake your head and look down. "oh my gosh." you say. i look down as well, "wow, are we high up." i say. you let out a rush of air, "well at least we have a nice view." you say with a smile. we crack up as we soar in mid air, in no particular direction. suddenly, we sigh at the same time. you turn to me and say "lifes been stressful.". i pat your back sympathetically, "well i heard that flying is helps calm the nerves." i say. you let out a chuckle, "haha, well i thought-"

BANG!

"WHAT!" we scream as we feel ourselevs falling. our bodies rush down to the ground like we have a hundred tonne weights strapped to ourselves. "OHHHH NOOOOO...!" you scream out as we feel like our soul has left our bodies. i grab onto a nearby cloud when you scream, "MICHELLE THATS A CLOUD!!". i hold on to whats left of the water vapour and scream back "WELL AT LEAST I"M TRYING SOMETHING!". we fall through the air at such an amazing speed when suddenly a monkey flies through the air. you grab onto the monkey as he soars with what seems to be control. "MICHELLE!" you scream to me. i stretch out my hand, trying my hardest to reach yours. "(your name)!" i scream back. "GRAB MY HAND!!" you shout, your voice cracking as tears start to form. i reach out again but we just grow farther and farther apart. "MICHELLE!!" you scream, tears bursting from your eyes. "I'LL FIND YOU SOMEWHERE!!" i scream back with the same amount of anguish. "NO! MICHELLE! I CANT DO THIS ON MY OWN!" you scream for the last time. "JUST BELIEVE!" you hear me fade away into the distance as the monkey plummets down to earth. you shut your eyes the tightest that you ever could as you feel yourself rushing down and gravity acting on your body. you cringe, bracing yourself for a hard, painful fall. but instead, you fly back up again. "wha..?" you ask yourself, slowly opening your eyes. when you fall back down to earth again. you look down to see a huge tramboline that you seem to be bouncing on, before you make your last jump and land with an amazing triple flip on a madly colourful stage. "AND THIS! is," a man with an odd twirly moustache says to the audience, he looks at you for a moment, trying to think of a name. he nods and smiles, "THIS IS," :

a) the girl who held on to the monkey!
b) the amazing aerogirl!
c) venus!

*****

if you chose a), we hear light cheering from the audience. when the monkey comes up to you and slaps you, sueing your for harrassment.

if you chose b), (gosh i'm really out of ideas!) you turn to the man and say "are you sure about that? i'm thinking a nicer, more catchy name. thats less common and more unique to create the impact i want on the peoples minds." he turns to you and there is a moment of silence. "YES! the amazing aerogirl from outerspace! the newest addition to our humble family.". you roll your eyes and shake your head, " i'm not working like this.". he turns to you "yes you are. if not i'm sending you back to washing the elephants.". you cringe and mutter, "darn it." while punching the air.

if you chose c), which is what i chose, you stare at him in shock. "what?!" you ask, when you hear the sounds of people cheering. you turn to look down from the stage when you see over a thousand boys cheering. your mouth hangs open in shock when you turn to look at man, then back at the audience, when you spot a strange looking someone riding on a rollercoaster. "ok!" you say to yourself. "so i'm at the circus." you look at the ring master, then at the boy, "and thats Pinnochio.". when you hear the ring master continue, "The Goddes of Love!"

*****

"so i said to her, why dont you support me in what i do? because i mean the right thing to do is to support me right? i mean isnt it her duty to support me? so why doesnt she support me? am i that-" you stretch out your hand to stop him, "dude, i'm sorry. i'm sure Tinkerbell supports you, for real. just that maybe this Wendy character might be messing it up for you." he stares at you in shock, tears welling up in his eyes, "but i love Wendy." he says. "well then whats all this with Tinkerbell? if she wants to go off with the Madhatter you should let her. learn to let go Peter, its for the best." you pat his hand sympathetically when you hear a knock from the window. you both turn to the window as Peter rises up to leave. you creep to the window cautiously and slowly push it open. "i.. i need help." you hear an odd voice ask. you frown and take a step closer to see a Donkey at your window. you nod your head, not surprised at all. "yes Pinnochio?" you ask helpfully "what do you need (your name) to help you with?". he neighs (do donkeys neigh? lol) " i want to be a real boy.". you sigh, knowing how everything will turn out in the end. you want to tell him, but then stop. you click your tongue and say "ok,", you nod your head. "if i help you, you have to help me." he nods his head enthusiastically. "what do you need help with?" he asks. you sigh and stop when you take a breath again, "i need you to help me find my friend.".

*****

i cough and look around at everyone. i smile and give an awkward wave, "hi. i'm Michelle.". they stare back at me, not saying a word. i think back to what just happened. that last glimpse of you and the flying monkey. i close my eyes. "i cant do this on my own." i hear you say, over and over again. "i wish i could be there." i say softly, as if i were talking to you through my mind. i close my eyes when i suddenly jerk up. "wait!" i say out of the blue. "this is Mc Land!" i start to smile. "I control Mc Land!" when i stop, "i cant." i say to myself. "(your name) has to do it on her own.". "shh.. clam down." a sweet little voice says to me. i look to myside when i see a beautiful little girl with lovely rich brown curls smiling at me. "you're Annie," i say, stumped for the first time. she frowns, "how did you know?". i smile, everything quieting down for the first time. "my best friend loves you." she gasps, "your what!?" i shake my head hurriedly, "nono! not like that." i smile, and spot her carrying a tiny bag, "are you running away?" i ask. she nods her head as her lovely curls bounce. "are you running away?" shes asks me. i pause, "sort of.", i say. "well do you want to run away together?" i smile immediately, "i would love to!" i reply with a humongous grin.

*****

"we have to run away." you say to Pinnochio. "how? we cant get out." he replies. you look around anxiously when you spot the new sign that some boys just finished helping you to make. "i'm the Goddess of Love." you say to yourself. Pinnochio frowns "so? how can that help?". you give him a triumphant grin, "because i'm the Goddess of Love, i have official Love-like business to do." he smiles and blares. "(your name)." you hear the ring master call. "Mister Stromboli! i was just about to look for you." you say and before you can continue he puts out his hand to stop you. "you're not going anywhere." you stop and say:

a) i know kung fu, (XD oh my..)
b) faith, trust, and fairy dust :)
c) but i have to! i'm on the Love patrol!

*****

if you chose a), he grabs a bottle of rum and hits you on the head with it. (gosh, i really cant think of anything.)

if you chose c), you say that and he stares at you. when you mutter to yourself, "that was such a Michelle thing to say.". when Mister Stromboli pours out about how he knew a man named Michelle once, and that it was a traumatic experience.

if you chose b), which was what i chose lol, you start to rise up into the air. before you mutter to yourself, "oh no, not again!" you grab Pinocchio. and you both start to fly. he neighs "ahhh!!" you look up and see Peter grinning at you. "Peter?! help! i can't control myself!" you call out to him. "you can! all you need is faith, trust, and a little fairy dust!" he replies with another big smile. you open your mouth to say something, but nothing comes out. because you remember what i said to you before, that you just have to believe. "Peter! i need to find my friend!" he looks back at you, "well where is she then?" he asks. you close your eyes, trying to imagine where i could be at that very moment. you frown as you open your eyes. you look at the both of them before replying "something tells me shes- somewhere," you sigh trying to understand everything as they look at you expectantly,

"in my head."

*****

lol, ok there you go. i really cant think of anything. i've got such a huge writers block now haha. i'm starting to think to myself, "what kind of place is Mc Land?". truth is, i have no idea myself. but i'm sure that everyone actually has an Mc Land in their heads as well. just that it isnt called Mc Land. its called Sarah Land or Eunice Land or whatever your name is land :). but you guys just won't admit it! haha.

but anyway, i've said it before, and i'll say it again,

Denial isnt only a river in egypt!

and now i'll run away before you guys can throw rotten tomatoes at me because you're so annoyed from hearing the quote over and over again. haha, but you know its true.

just unlock that door to release the true inner you :)

Michelle went "Hey macadamia" :)

hey! ok guess what? i saw Edmund Chen ytd!! it was so exciting. he signed my spectacle box. lol, ok now for the main point.

well as you know, schools have been trying to make lessons more interesting by allowing the students to interact and participate more. so i thought to myself, "hey Michelle, why dont you do that too?" (you can see where this is going). so i'm going to make this an, er, interactive post. almost, lol. so how do we go about doing this? well er, i'm going to post a story, yes! lets say, "The adventure in Mc Land". and you, be you. you're my best friend. actually this is more of like a quiz thing. i'll put 3 statements, a, b, and c. and you choose the one that you think will happen. and if i think that'll happen too, we'll continue the story from there :). is it confusing? if it is, it doesnt matter, lol. you can count your score. ok, maybe its more about you. right i'm cofusing myself. lets just see where it goes. heh. hmm, lets see.

*****

"Welcome to Mc Land, i'm Mc and how may i help you?"

You roll your eyes. "Michelle, not today," you say in an exasperted tone. i frown, "whats up?". you widen your eyes a little, like you didnt have enough sleep. you shrug. "i dont know. i'm just lethargic. i skipped lunch today," you reply. i frown again, i do that odd The Rock thing with my eyebrow. "so you're lethargic." i state. you nod, "yes i think i proved that point already.". i lean back in my chair and let out a thoughtful "hmm.". you shoot me a look, and we both stare at each other for a while when i suddenly say "you need to be cheered up.". you shoot up immediately, "NO! i dont want you trying to cheer me up. you do the funniest things sometimes Michelle, which are highly unecessary.." you mutter as you sit back down into your chair. i smile and dont say a thing, my mind racing with ideas. and you think "oh gosh, shes going to do something.". you stare at me a little bit more before getting up to leave. "i'm going." you say as you grab your drink. "he-ey!!" i call after you. you walk on, and almost turn around when i say "i'll see you later!". almost.

you lie in your bed, thinking. and everything just whizzes past before your eyes. all those problems, that marks, that parents, that hopeless crush.. its like time is at a standstill. all around you its quiet, except for those thoughts running through your mind. flash after flash they seem to take a stab at your heart. you slowly close you eyes as you feel hot tears burning. you wish you could just run away, to somewhere where no one knows you so that you can start over. you take a deep sigh. when you hear:

a) a loud crash from the window.
b) the sound of some horrible singing.
c) the fire alarm going off.

*****

if you chose b), you wake up with a start and throw a pillow at the wall screaming at your brother to turn the stereo down. instead, he turns it up higher, and you groan. adding that to the list of why-today-is-a-bad-day things. you whine loudly to annoy him when he suddenly barges into your room to pour a glass of water over your head and you lie back in defeat.

if you chose c), you rush down stairs and then remember that you want to take your favourite top with you, so you run up grab it. you smile and run down again when you realise that the top wouldnt work without your favourite skirt. so you rush back up again to find your favourite skirt but you can only find your favourite jeans. so you grab that and rush down. and this time you hit the bottom of the stairs before remembering, "my bag! i have to take my bag!" and you rush up to find your bag underneath your pile of clothes that you threw out while searching for the other stuff. you keep looking at the door ad the fire alarm sounds when you find it, "FINALLY!" you pant before rushing down. half way you realise that you really want that skirt. so you groan as you rush back up again to look for it. you start to freak out. "where is it!" you scream in your head when you think, "oh shucks! fine! i'll just take them all." and you grab all your clothes and bags and shoes and while you're at it you grab your boster as well before heading to the door. you ram through, stumbling and trying to hold that mountain of stuff you have in your hands as you burst through the front door and drop your clothes all over the lawn. you pant heavily as you fall to the ground face down. " (your name), what are you doing?" your dad asks you in a weird tone. "fire.. clothes.. run.. run, (your name) run.. skirt.. tired.. dead.." you reply while panting in between. your mum slaps you across your face, "honey, you're hysterical. there was no fire! it was a false alarm!". you lift your head from the ground, "wha..ah?" you ask before falling face flat down onto the ground again.

if you chose a), which is what i chose haha. you scream! you look to the window your eyes widening in shock. you rush to the window, screaming, "MICHELLE! WHY!?" as i stare at you sheepishly. "it doesnt matter!" i scream back. you let out a big "ugh!" and continue "OFCOURSE IT DOES! MY WINDOWS BROKEN! MY PARENTS ARE GOING TO KILL ME!" when i reply, "no they wont! they cant!". you roll your eyes dramatically, asking yourself why i was your best friend, "and just how is that not going to happen!?" you scream back down. "YOU'RE IN MC LAND!" i scream back. "WHAT?" you yell, not understanding. i sigh and drop my head down dramatically before raising it up to face you again to scream, " WELCOME TO MC LAND, I'M MC AND HOW MAY I HELP YOU?".

*****

"oh yes i'm sure this is Mc Land." you say sarcastically as i shrug. " you have to believe it for yourself for it to really be there." i reply as we walk down the street. you wrap your coat around you a little tighter and you turn to look at me skipping along. "i'm sorry." you say softly. i turn to you and smile, "well i would be mad too if you broke my window.". when you ask, "i thought you said it didnt matter?" i smile ridiculously and rush out "ofcourseitdoesntmatter!". you frown as we both walk aimlessly in silence. you sigh, the wind brushing against your face as you inhale the deep fresh air. "you know sometimes i wish that i lived in a movie." you say. i stuff my hands in my jacket pockets, "because you love the drama?" i ask. "no.." you say as the sun slowly sets. "because then it'll always be a happily ever after." you turn to give me a slight smile. i look forward and grin, "you know where i wished i lived?" i ask no one in particular. "on stage." i glance at you as i start to get excited. "like some cabaret place like Moulin Rouge in France! gosh, if only that place was in Singapore.". your eyes widen about 3 times their original size, "i love Moulin Rouge!!" you gush. "especially that song, er.. what was it?" i smile brightly, "COME WHAT MAY..!!" you nod your head excitedly, "COME WHAT MAY..!!" we sing when a man bumps into us from behind. we stop, shocked that we had embarrassed ourselves and burst out laughing. "oh don't stop singing!" he calls out as he turns back, still running. "its lovely!" and rushes off. we stood there, rooted to the ground, our jaws hanging open. i turn to you and say flabbergasted, "was that Ewan Mcgregor!?"

*****

we arrived ourside this shady looking town. "i can't believe we stalked that man." you mutter. "shh." i say as i pull you along. "this doesnt look like Moulin Rouge to me." you say unimpressed as i drag you along. "oh, but it is." i say as our faces brighten by the lights of that beautiful windmill. you let out an "oh my gosh.." before i pull you into the club. we are greeted by a loud booming number completely with the can-can and feather boas. "this is crazy!" you scream to yourself excitedly. "er, would you care to dance?" a voice from behind us says. we spin around to see a boy about our age, maybe a little older. he wore a black suit, had deep green eyes and had dark brown hair that ruffled to the music (hahaXD gosh too much fictionpress for me!). we stare at him, not saying a word. "i'm sorry my lady, but would you care to dance?" he asks again. i jump back a bit as you push me forward, "she would love too!" you say. i:

a) hyperventilate and faint.
b) go along with him.
c) spot someone drinking a martini and grab it from their hands to try.

*****
if you chose a), i do just that and lie there. people from all around turn to look at me when the bouncer comes out to throw us out of the building just as Nicole Kidman comes on. you stretch out your hand screaming "NO.......!!!" as they drag us outside.

if you chose c), i do just that and the man glares at me. "someone get these punks away!" he roars. we spot 2 bouncers heading towards us and start running hysterically. up and down, left and right. even on stage as the humungous bouncers chase us.

if you chose b), (which is not something that i would do, i would've chosen a) lol. but i know you guys chose b) just to see what i would do. tsk, drama addicts. hee. so ok, to make you happy.. oh my, i just realised that if you didnt choose b, this whole thing is going to be really embarrassing. ah nvm! for the good of the story!) you push me forward as i stumble towards him. i turn back to you for help. you shoo me away. and he uses 2 fingers to gently push me towards the floor. just then, the music starts and a new group of dancers come on stage. i stare at them, then back at him, then back at them, and back at him. "its not working is it?" he asks after a while of my awkward stares. i shake my head, "i'm sorry, its not you, its me." (i always wanted to say that! XD!). he sighs and smiles " well you'd better get back to your friend over there." i nod before a brilliant idea strikes my head, "why not.. we ask her to come here?" i say. he cocks his eyebrow as i motion you over. you come frowning, "what happened?" you whisper into my ear. i smile and whisper back "everything that isnt going to happen to you.". you laugh at that sentence, asking "what?" with a chuckle. "i said would you like to dance?" the boy asks. we turn to look at him as i push you towards him. "oh, she would love too XD" you let out a "wha!?" as i disappear somewhere. he lets out a light laugh, "you have a funny friend." he says to you. "yeah, tell me about it." you say sarcastically and turn to look at him. your eyes meet for a second before you say, almost breathlessly "you look familiar.". he smiles lightly again, "i dont think we have ever been introduced.". you roll your eyes saying "i know! its just that, its like- i think i've seen you before." he stares into your eyes, confidently sticking out his hand, "well whatever it is, its a pleasure to meet you. i'm Daniel Radcliffe."

*****

(what has happened! this has become some fanfiction. lol, i just keep going and going. if you don't like Daniel Radcliffe, blame Sarah, haha.) a funny expression sets upon your face as you start to connect the dots. "oh my!" you gush when you hear a sudden crash from above. you both look up as people start to scream. "everyone stay calm!" you hear a voice say. the man steps into the light and you scoff in surprise. there Tom Cruise is in front of your face when i suddenly say "i'm so sorry! it was an accident!!". you open your mouth and shout "what did you do now!?!" to me. i shrug and say:

a) i er, cracked up?
b) it was the phantom of the opera!!
c) i have no idea!

*****

if you chose a), i say that, and someone sitting at the back tables shotus "boo.. bad joke..".

if you chose b), (Eunice will come to kill you XD) someone sitting at the back tables (probably the same person) shouts ".. this is the Moulin Rouge!"

if you chose c), which is what i chose. you scream "MICHELLE..!!" as Tom looks at you. "you know her?" he asks. "shes my best friend." you reply. there was a moment of silence before he orders "get them!" your eyes widen (why do i keep using the same movements?) and you start to run shouting "MICHELLE THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!". i run down to find you as we run around "i'm so sorry!!" i say. we look back and we hear a shout from Daniel, "but i dont even know your name!" (haha, line from Xinxuan). you're about to reply when we hear a feminine voice say "why are you breaking them apart? can't you see they like each other?" we both frown and see Nicole Kidman on stage, in a strappy red gown up to her knee with a top hat glaring at Tom Cruise (ah! irony! they used to be married!) "they tried to kill someone!" i sigh dramatically, "for goodness sakes i said i was sorry!". they turn to look at me and Tom's men start to give chase again. "oh no.. this is like the 2.4.." i cry. you take your last look at Daniel as he gives you a strange wave. you wave back and before we know it, we're off the ground, we're flying! "ohmygosh! what is happening!? where are we going!?" i ask. "i dont know!" you say as we are lifted higher and higher off the ground and are soaring in mid air (imagine et music) "but i think we're going to find out!"

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haha how was that! 3 hours you know. i'll continue in my next post. i dont want to overload it. so far there have only been like, 3 questions though. nevermind, its not the end. sorry for all the typos (i have that ALOT). tag to tell me how it is! its fine if you dont like it also. just tag anyway XD.

i should go rest my head now. its spinning from all the flying, haha.

thanks for visiting Mc Land! i hope you come again:)

Michelle went "Hey macadamia" :)

Edit: i think i got everything right now, i think. and i just realised that my story was a little off from the actual movies, lol.

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