If you ask me something, i'll say "I don't know". Pause. And then babble on anyway.

Thankyou thankyou.

FWENS-4EVA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






Michelle went "Hey macadamia" :)

You know right. There are soooooooooooooooo many other things i should be doing right now.

Soooooooo many.

Like, for instance, studying. Or omg! Studying. And for repetitions sake, studying.

And why? Well, because your O levels are in 10 days! Which person in their right, sane mind would be wasting their life infront of inanimate sources of entertainment when they could be doing something more productive.

Oh no. I'm having a flashback. Suddenly the world is hazy.

I picture myself a week before prelims. Watching tv, reading my bio textbook occassionally, and watching tv.

And strangely here i am now. Watching tv, reading my bio textbook occassionally, and watching tv.

*~dEjAvUu~*

I've been telling myself. Last lap last lap. Go all out go all out. No regrets.

But somehow its a lot harder to put into action.

I guess i'm working harder than i did for prelims. Hopefully its like those kind of "wah she work smart not hard kind" then score. But ok, i guess i am working. Just not very very hard. I don't feel saturated. Do you understand!?

I don't feel like a carbon-carbon single bond.

Thinking back to all the crap that i've done this week. Its nuts. I get like, exam superstitious. Every day i drink Brands Chicken Essense hoping it would give me energy to last longer,

then i sleep at 10.

Then i make fun of my dad for watching Korean dramas and get hooked on it myself. Has anyone SEEN Song of Prince? I'm serious. My mother was like "Its a repeat" and i'm like "Mum my LIFE is hanging by a thread" and its so much more interesting than that Zhumeng don't know what but granted it'll probably get more exciting as days go by.

Scared? Haha, i bet you're NOT! Inside, you're all cackling evilly because you couldn't wait for the day i turn into some cheena banana. Selfish. The world is selfish.

Granted, i am glad to announce that my current liking to Korean and Hongkong drama's stems from the fact that i am, indeed, chinese. This is further fortified by my personal best grade i've ever achieved for the language of my mother's tongue.

Actually my mum learnt Malay. Haha. Quite funny right.

Oh, which was an, A2 by the way. A2. A-er. A1 + 1 or B3 - 1.

No no no no no! Of course i'm not bragging! Its only an A2. Nothing special..

OK WHO AM I KIDDING. I DON'T KNOW HOW IN THE WORLD THAT CAME ABOUT. BUT IT WAS SUCH A SURPRISE COMPARED TO THE CONSTANT D7's and F9's THAT I'VE RECIEVED FOR THE MAJORITY OF MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE. SO EXCUSE ME I THINK I HAVE THE RIGHT TO BRAG!

Alright so its actually nothing special compared to the A1's that others have gotten. But it was a personal best that i'm very very happy about.

I was so happy, that i went to sms my chinese tuition teacher who i haven't spoken to for 4 years, like "Hello! Do you remember me? I'm Yi ling. You used to teach my brother Yong Sheng. Anyway i just wanted to tell you that i got A2 for my O level Chinese exam."

And looked for my P6 chinese teacher who i wasn't even close to on teachers day to say "Oh i got A2 for chinese!" before lapsing into a dramatic uncomfortable silence because i couldn't think of anything else to say. True story. Ask Eunice.

Anyway. Thats just Chinese. My prelim results weren't very good.

Thats why i don't understand why i'm rambling here. I bet you this is long. I just talk and talk and talk. So yes my prelim results weren't fantastic. That means i can't possibly be complacent. Because to be complacent, you have to do well. But i didn't. So i am not.

Which leads me to the question,

Why. The hell. Are you blogging.

I need to go reflect or eat or something.


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