Well, its safe to say christmas this year was as good as it could get, for me at least.

Meaning, it was nothing outstanding, extremely ordinary, packed with 1 or 2 activities (which were really fun i must say though) and i spent most of my time watching Japanese dramas on the internet.

Extremely festive.

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Hahaha, its been a while since i've last posted! I'm not sure why i decided to come to my old abandoned blog today. Emo moment i bet.

I think i've been blinded and mislead by korean dramas.

Yes, so people have said that Disney has given them unrealistic expectations of love (i read this off somewhere i can't remember, i'm not pin pointing anyone). And i realised though Disney has done that to me, even more so since i'm doing Cinderella next year.. but sadly, and not as cooly, i've been more affected by my encounters of daily boredom filled with korean and japanese dramas.

I know. A lot less "cool" a lot more "cheena" right? But what to do!

Then again, not to mislead anybody, not that theres anyone reading. Ok fine, not to mislead MYSELF, i am not in love.

I've just been thinking. I think the reason why people like Korean and Japanese dramas so much, is not because of the sappy love story - ok it is, but its different. Its... ITS LIKE GREEK TRAGEDY. How do i say it!

When you watch, or read, or listen to a completely unrealistic story where love conquers all and people perpetually die of cancer, you don't enjoy it because you're happy that the main leads have gotten married and have a kid, you're happy because somewhere, deep inside you, it gave you that one little bit of hope that there really is such a thing called love.

And though many may disagree with me, those who do are the people who have never watched these shows in the first place. But to those who do.. sure the drama is exciting and the action is fwah fwah (i cannot think of a word to describe it lah), the love story will grip them by the heart.

I can't help but think i'm naive. Naive for allowing myself to be absorbed by someone elses love story because of the inability to have my own.

Again, not to mislead, myself. Michelle its not that you've lost love either. Not that i actually had a love to begin with.

But i think its a very pretty thing though. Because like no matter what, the prince and princess will end up together, or fine maybe one may die in the process, but still.

I guess there are many ways to show love. And although it is always more exciting to have someone chase after your bus or defy their parents in order to protext your love - thats not always the case.

Each person has their own way of showing it. Reluctantly, pridefully, or whole heartedly. No one will ever know except for that person itself. Because people are stupid. For like, 99.1247356591827% of their life.

Ahhhhhh what a beautiful night. Or morning, i can't decide hahaha.

What do you love Michelle Wong?

Do you love Drama? Do you love sewing? Do you love drawing?

What do you love Michelle Wong.

The things that you love the most are the things that make you hurt the most. Because they're the things that you put all your effort into.

Yes i love Drama. Yes i love sewing. Yes i love drawing. Yes, i love you.



You. Yes you there who's reading this. You! I'm not kidding!



Ok fine i admit that was a cheap trick :D But its true though!

Because if you took the time to read this, it shows that you actually care about my life. Even if it was just because you were waiting for a korean drama to load.

I need some one to start caring about my life. And no, gossip mongers, i don't mean romantically (not that i would mind it hahaha!)

I need to quit my browser and get back to reality.

I love you, Michelle Wong.

I love you too.



Michelle went "Hey macadamia" :)

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